I find myself doing the same thing every single day now, as if I was in auto-pilot; I wake up early, brush my teeth, have breakfast, go to school, do work, have consultation which some I don't even need, head back home, have dinner, and study somemore. I only start to realise what I did each day after I lie on my bed at 11, 12 into the night. It's like my empty soul, my empty lifeless soul going back and forth doing my chores, and a really really horrible black and white television rerun I experience in this mundane routine. I'm very tired. The weight on my back is getting heavier annd heavier with each passing day as the work load increases, some of which I don't do for myself, but for reasons like I won't get scolded; I need to get my priorities right. Consultations are useless, if I have nothing to consult, when I don't even have time to do my own revision. I'll guess I'll have to see where the wind takes me tomorrow as I have yet to take charge of the plane.

 

Think I might go crazy.

 

Please ignore this idiotic soliloquy, I'm in no sane mind to think properly.

 

 

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She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies
With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba
So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck 12
Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick
or the wolves gonna blow it down
With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't see it with your eyes
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
Cause if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah
Go get your shovel
We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba...

------

 

Brick By Boring Brick from Paramore's Brand New Eyes.

Super love this song. :D

1 more week till you're mine, all mine.

 

 

 

I'm in such a happy mood today gosh I've never felt so happy I'm still smiling. :D

Really, Noelyn, I have to thank you like a truckload of times for introducing me to FLEAFLYFOFUN.

 

So yes, went to flea today! Sooo happy. I was looking forward to it all week!

This time, Sherry, Noelyn and I brought Rachael and Teri along to share the wunduhful experience. Heh.

Although, I found the first time better, still :D.

 

Met up with Sherry and Noelyn at Tampines interchange. Sorry I was late (again)!

Then Rachael at Simei, and off to Clarke Quey, The Central for lunch! SUSHI. :D

 

Sherry and her salmon sushi!

 

:D *drools*

 

We reached the flea at 3pm on the dot so we could be the first! But some stalls haven't even set up yet, cam-whored!

Get ready for pretty photos ahead! :D (Although the starting few some not very nice.)

 

Like this. ): My photography skills sucksxz.

So I gave up and let Sherry do the adjusting instead. (:

 

Look at the difference! Gosh... she takes much nicer photos.

Swear I'm going to hire her as my personal photographer one day if I become rich and famous.

 

Test shot, totally didn't know this was taken.

 

 

 

Rachael wanted the flash/no flash double shots. I don't like the colour. :T

AND OH. DO THE BEAR. :D (Elisha! Remember?!)

 

Rachael likes this flash shot. -.- I don't likeeeee flashhhhhh. HATE FLASHHHHH.

And ohkay, I just realised I was supposed to crop this picture after I uploaded it.

kayyyyy, nevermind. Too lazy to do so, many more pictures to flip and rotate!

 

 

Sherry and I hate the flash shots!

So switch back to text mode on my cammy. HAHAHA.

Which I love the mode so many much. :D

 

See how nice the colour is?!

And dig the floors at Riverwalk mall.

They give pretty reflections of pretty people. :D

 

HAHAAH.

Mental people picture, says Rachael.

 

WoW.

 

:O

 

Rachael was supposed to do the Wondergirls' Nobody hand pose with us. :T

 

 

HAHAHA.

 

All of us were supposed to do the wondergirls pose!

But Rachael said something and Noelyn laughed.

HAHAAH.

 

Rachael and Noelyn didn't want to do in the end,

so Sherry and I did the three steps one! Heh.

 

1!

 

2!

 

3!

I pose not very nice lah. I have high CG, bad balance, was going to fall.

(Ohno the Physics wave is taking over.)

 

After that, FLEA.

Gosh. Damn happy shopping know!

Like it was damn empty due to the rain, and so quite little people.

So I could squat and dig in the luggages for the best deals!

HAHAHA.

 

Shopped until God knows what time then Teri called, gave her directions to the flea,

and we walked another round! Hee.

 

Noelyn! At flea, second round!

Usually we don't have time/space 'cause it's damn crowded and we're too busy digging for best deals.

But this time, YAY. :D

 

Rachael, Noelyn!

And oh, look at Teri behind looking through the racks!

 

I LIKE MY RIBBON RING I BOUGHT AT FLEA OMG SO PRETTY RIGHT. :D

Say it's pretty!

 

Sherry, Noelyn!

 

 

Noelyn left earlier. Awww. ):

So followed Teri around to continue to buy.

Gosh, she's a damn scary buying machine.

She practically bought everything in sight (kay, I'm exaggerating).

 

HAHAHAHA. This happened when we Rachael, Sherry and I were sitting by the fountain to rest while waiting for Teri.

Rachael was combing her hair and her comb dropped into the fountain!

And yeah, Rachael's ring says OMG.

 

My waterbottle fell in too. ):

 

OUR STUFFA. WHOAAAAA. Minus Noelyn's and Teri's some more stuff she bought later.

 

 

Rachael loves her OMG ring. :D

 

I love my ribbon ring! :D

 

Sherry's huge red karang guni bag of her stuffa. Hahaah!

 

Rachael's happy buy.

 

Kayyy, I just realised Rachael isn't wearing ay shoes...

 

 

 

Sherry pushed us down. ):

HAHAAH. Joking lah!

 

 

Do Re Mi! :D

 

 

 

Teri!

That girl ah. Finally came ro find us at 6 plus when she was supposed to meet her Mummy at 6!

HAHAAH. She shop until she forget the time know!

AND SHE BOUGHT LIKE 41715991623 STUFF. :D

 

Rachael, Teri, Sherry!

 

Look at her 41715991623 stuff! :D

 

Left flea, Teri went off, Sherry went to Chinatown to meet her family.

Rachael and I went off to Tampines to meet Tiantian and Joycejoyce for dinner!

Minmin couldn't join us. ):

 

At the MRT.

 

 

 

 

 

SUSHI FOR DINNER YAY. :D

 

 

Gosh. Didn't realise I didn't take pictures with Sitian and Joyce. -.-

But thanks for dinner company! :D

 

Sitian and Joyce left for their movie and Rachael and I left for home.

Got Daddy to pick me up, couldn't possibly lug home my huge bag of stuffa.

 

AND OH.

I'm posting the next few pictures of my dresses for Teri Quek 'cause she missed what I bought earlier and wants to see it.

And hon, I'm too lazy to flip the pictures already ah. Turn your head! (:

 

This is the Dorothy Perkins one with the price tag still there, $46 to $18!!! :D

 

This is the Topshop one! One piece, $15!!! :D

 

Is this the one I was telling you about? I can't remember.

This is the one where I told you the bottom is fitting but the top the shoulders there too big.

So I'm going to alter. THIS DRESS SO PRETTY RIGHT. :D

 

Kay, there you go Teri! My buyings (plus my bag and ring) which is not even a 1/4 of your buyings!

 

 

 

 

 

Will you ever ever come any sooner?

Just 2 weeks from now, 290909, and you're all mineee. :D

 

On a side note, this week is going to get better, ending with flea on Saturday with the girls!

Thank you Jesus! Amen.

 

Drew Faller, where the hell are you?! ):

 

 

 

A: You should go clubbing, like after your O's.

S: What makes you think I don't want to?

A: But too bad you cannot uh, the Holland V one is good... Not really a club lah, more like a bar.

S: YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME JEALOUS RIGHT.

A: *laughs* But you should be able to sneak in lah, just dress old.

S: No one will believe I'm older than 16 lah!

A: Aiyah, just go with some older friends lah! Can one. But you can't drink beer there anyway.

S: I don't like beer.

A: Then go buy their $10 fruitpunch! Awesome shit. Like my friend...

S: HE GOES TO A BAR FOR FRUITPUNCH. What the hell.

A: He's allergic to alcohol.

 

My tutor knows funny people.

 

Lol. Ohkay bye.

 

 

 

I'm not going to type anymore 'cause the spacings are being @%^!?&$.

Anyway, shopped a bit at Ion, headed to Lido to watch Dance Flick, which I didn't like very much although I was LOL-ing at the super lame and cold jokes throughout. But yeah, it was freeezzinngg in the cinema and probably a waste of my $6 (Think about the stuff I can buy at flea gosh!).

And Sihui and I went greyscale/black that day! :D

Sihui went home first, so the rest of us headed back to Ion, YAY, for my Ice cream hoho. :D

Think I'll get a job there after O's, asked them already and they're hiring yay!

Look at the box man! DAMN PRETTY RIGHT?!

Swear this is wayyy better than the green tea tiramisu. Although the green tea tiramisu is already that awesome! I'm heading back there as soon as possible to try the Banana creme brulee!

After dinner, all of us were feeling tired, so headed to Vivo to get a ride from parents.

SIHUI QUICK UPLOAD YOUR TWO PHOTOS. Hahahaa! (And screw these spacings seriously argh.)

Today! Totally forced myself out of bed at 8.15am ohkay! Wl. Damn early. Rushed to pack and change and everything and off to meet Noelyn at Tampines interchange! And the funny thing was, conference with Noelyn and Mervyn on Thursday night, they were telling me not to be late and get my lazy ass out of bed at the super early wee hours of the moring (Kay fine, I'm exaggerating) to meet Noelyn at 9.30. Yeah, I was still late, but Noelyn was later 'cause she woke up at 9.10! Hoho. And she was complaining she wore mismatched clothes and hid it all under a jacket. Hah. Dropped at some funny stop and waited for Mervyn, and for some funny reason, they thought I could bake! HAHAAHA, thanks! I know I'm a domestic goddess! :D On the bus, realised I was missing some stuff, so texted Khoon Hwa to bring water and cough sweets for me, and a shirt for Noelyn. HAHAAHAH. Long story. Went to Marine Parade library to meet Khoon Hwa and study, left for lunch and then to Mervyn's house to study. Kayyyyyy, and I realised I said I wouldn't type...

No pictures from the study thing. ):

Dinner with Sherry! Had cravings for sushi, and so did she. (We always have the same cravings no?!)

The green tea ice cream was disappointing. ): It was the sweet one, eeee. Anyway, some budget sushi place Sherry recommanded 'cause she said we need to save money for flea! Heh. Not bad, we went to the sushi moving thingy and grabbed 2 trays worth of sushi. :D Total amount for dinner was $17 bucks! Not bad uh. Somewhat studied biology a little bit, then headed home. Saw Yuan on the way! Goshhhh. Miss her so much! ):

I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay, well did you
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

A teensy tiny wee bit of love.

`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me

HELLO DAHLINGS. :D

I'm in an extremely happy mood bit! A bit moody, but happy! (:

 

DADDY GOT CSI:NY SEASON 5 OMG GOSH MY HOLIDAYS ARE COMPLETE YAY.

Now I have an excuse to sit home in front of the telly with a huge tub of B&J's (hopefully) so I can gain some weight!

Hmm.. But looking at my plans for the holidays, I'm busy everyday gosh! ): I don't have a proper WHOLE day to sit and watch finish the series. DANGGGGG.

Tuesday - Study for retest. Which is a total bummer and somewhat a waste of my time 'cause my Amaths results won't be counted for prelims anyway. Have a feeling so for Biology and Physics too.

Wednesday - Gonna head back to school (Joy to the world.) and sit down for 4&1/2 hours to do three papers. (HELP)

Thursday - Plans with Leonard and Taohui? Not sure, confirm with me soon please! :D

Friday - Study out with peeps. Also not confirmed yet.

 

And my weekends are going to be gone in a blink of an eye 'cause I'll be busy preparing for school. Peanuts. ):

 

On a lighter note, went shopping with Sherry at Ion! :D

LOVE ION'S BASEMENT TO BITS AND PIECES! I'm going to buy and tent and camp there one day.

SO MUCH STUFF TO EAT LUH. I want their flavour popcorn! Andand ice-cream! AND EVERYTHING THERE. :D

 

 

This is awesome stuff! :D And this is only ONE of their flavours. My gosh, I want to try everything on the menu!

Or better still, WORK THERE. :D Free flow of ice-cream yo!

This is like the more "high-class" version of ice-cream chef. A lot nicer too.

 

Sherry's green tea shortcake (I think so, something cake. Hah.). Not bad uh.

That's if you're fine with Japanese green tea powder.

 

LOVE THIS MAN. :D

GREEN TEA TIRAMISU WHOA. :D Look at the amount of green tea powder they gave!

And oh, Noelyn, look! Blue nails! :D Hah.

 

Explored the rest of Ion, went to Diva yay!

But the weird thing is, went to the usual Zara, Topshop, brands we like, found nothing that caught my eye. ): That's bad.

'Cause you know why? My mind was thinking FLEAFLEAFLEA. Hoho.

 

AND OH. Went to Saphora on level 1. WAHLAO I LOVE THAT PLACE TO THE MAX.

It's like some make-up heaven that I just have to have EVERYTHING ON THE SELVES THERE GOSH.

They have Juicy Couture's new perfume, Viva La Juicy! I WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. Someone buy for me please.

ANDANDAND their chocolate stuff there is like WHOAAAAAAA. :D

They have chocolate everything! Like not meant to be eaten lah.

Chocolate soap, which Sherry wants to buy; chocolate shampoo, chocolate bronzer, which both Sherry and I want to buy!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHERRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. :D

ANDAND THAT CHOCOLATE BROWN NAIL POLISH TOOOOOOOO. Wl. I regretted not buying. WHY?! ):

 

Anyway, saw Stephanie and Intan there. HI STEPH, WHEN'S OUR NEXT PICNIC. :D

 

Headed to the beautiful toilets after that.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

:D

 

Yay. And yes, I know Rachael, my Topshop dress. (: Hahaahah.

I was like anyhow wear mood. I tried 10 over outfits, no kidding. Nothing seemed to fit properly. ):

 

Anywayyy, headed to Wisma after Ion to FLMP. Sherry went to see her jacket, then to Forever21.

Got bored of Wisma. Hah. So headed to Far East. Which we hardly go to, 'cause we hate that place for some reason.

But I realised all my flea stuff was from there. -.- Gosh, I have Far East products...

Not that it's bad or anything, realised some shops there the stuff quite nice uh. Some.

 

AND FAR EAST HAS PRETTY LIFTS. You didn't know right?!

 

 

Kay. This is NOT the lift. Almost forgot to upload these two pictures. Hah.

 

This is the lift!

 

 

 

 

See?! The lifts have that nice mirror effect! :D

And yesss, I took out my hairband 'cause it was giving me a damn headache it was so tight. ):

 

Kay yay! So I had cravings for sushi, and I thought Orchard didn't have an affordable budget sushi place.

But Sherry found one for me yay thanks! (:

 

And Sherry and I were talking about flea on the way home!

Gosh so exciting! (: And we are gonna set up a stall after O's!!! Woohoo! Must come and give your support kay! :D

 

:O It's midnight?! Dammnnnnnn.

Kay. Need to sleep and start mugging tmr kay bye.

 

Some girl at a bank with her mummy: Mummy, I thought you take $100 only? How come got so many $50 notes?

:D

 

 

 

 

 

Kay yes, I know, super late update.

But many of y'all want the picturesss, so yea.

 

There's LOADS of pictures, And I'm lazy to caption them. Heh.

Anyway, the spacings are screwing up again...

 

 

Headed to the Library to study Physics and Biology today.

Was rather productive at first.

 

Leonard came around 12 plus 1, had lunch, then I couldn't concentrate anymore.

Sitian joined us around 2, chatted till 5 and left Bedok.

 

Not much pictures, camera battery was being bull.