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7月29日 you expect me to believe that?aww c'mon..
*roll eyes clockwise and anticlockwise*
pick up the damn stick and fight damnit.
i don't do 'coward'.. seriously.
*update soon*
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me 7月22日 tuesday (:let the beat hit 'em
let the music take control
and the beat goes round and round
and up and down
today was simply pure bliss (:
i PASSED my biology know?!
and that's amazing 'cause i studied only 10 minutes before the test.
thank you YOU.
i can PASS my physics test!
again, thank you YOU.
ans s.s quiz was another ownage (:
once again, thank you YOU.
i didn't get any scolding in dance today (:
when it was fraking obvious i couldn't catch up in the first part.
lots of thank you YOU.
i actually picked myself up faster than i expected.
now i can gladly open a new chapter.
manymany heartfilled thank you YOU.
mummy bought the ever so good BEN AND JERRY'S for me.
and it's all my FAVOURITE FLAVOURS!
it must be YOU again (:
daddy got a new television, much bigger and better.
and it's all because of YOU (:
all these wonderful things couldn't have happen,
if it wasn't for YOU (:
THANK YOU JESUS (:
mental note to self: eat less fried food, eat more CHOCOLATES AND BEN AND JERRY'S. ;D
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
7月19日 goodbye to you..wow.. i have so much to update about this week!
omg. so hush hush.
do not disturb me (:
trip to old folks home on wednesday! (:
i love that place man. (:
the people there soo nice to talk to.
although sad, but yea.
and can practice my cantonese there! (:
whoo~
i was in the interactive group, since i could speak a dilect.
so cool man.
going around talking to everyone.
but once in a while, you get totally ignored.
but it's worth it, seeing smiles on their faces as you listen to them talk.
uncle tien soon (:
he's soo nice and friendly (:
hee.
all of us enjoyed talking to him.
hah. he knows english!
that's a relief.
i was getting kinda tired trying to speak cantonese.
'cause you know, sometimes my brain gets jam halfway,
trying to think of that word.
hahaha.
that's auntie rosie! (:
she's so funny.
hahaha. she asked me to take her away after dinner.
lol. of course i didn't do that luhh.
that's shermaine! (:
she refused to take a picture with me ):
hahaha.
mai ATTEMPTED to cover my face and sherry's face.
hahaha. but as usual, she's too SHORT.
oopsssiiieee ;P
YAY! 'brother' victor (:
you know that STTTUUUPIIIDDD chemistry question i told you guys about?
omg...
i told victor the next day i couldn't do it.
and he still refused to tell me the logic behind the question know?!
SO I WASTED MY WHOLE E MATHS AND CHEMISTRY LESSON TRYING TO SOLVE IT.
2 F***ING HOURS. 2 F***ING HOURS.
and i still couldn't get the answer know.
but he finally told me the logic behind the question.
it was then, i sort of understood the logic.
SORT OF. (i still have no clue what it has got to do with chemistry)
he told me this," i know you couldn't get the answer, so i purposely give you this question to try, to see if you were determined anot.."
ok fine. i suck at chemistry.
anyway, i went to ICE CREAM CHEF after that! (:
whoo~ with RACHAEL, SHERRY AND MAI.
THEY HAD COOKIE DOUGH.
THEY HAD COOKIE DOUGH.
oommmggg.. SOOOO NICE MAN. ;]
i mixed chocolate hershey with cookie dough and famous amos! (:
DAMN NICE!
look at the wonderful ice cream!!!!
soo nice (:
i wanted to try mrs smith, but they don't have ):
and that mai ah...
she loves taking picture of herself like mad man..
that she fills my camera with her pictures..
tsktsk.
see? see? see?
there's more know, but i'm not give permission to upload them.
HAHAHA.
anyway, continue-ing with the pictures!
my phone's humping mai's phone! :O
soo gives a new meaning of 'phone sex'.
and wipe that smile of your face ah..
my mind is damn clean one ok.
DURIAN!
i love this flavour!
it has real durian bits inside, and tase exactly like the real thing!
just that it's reeaally cold. (:
look at how much ice cream we ate! (:
ice cream monsters are we (:
can't blame us, the ice cream there is sinfully good (:
oh, if anyone of you people wishes to go there, gimme a call and i will! (:
i'll be very glad to bring you there.
and eat more ice cream (:
YAY! (:
take care uncle tien soon! (:
i brought my camera to school on thursday too.
PICTURES! (:
look ate what evil teri pasted on mai's shirt.
awww.. HAIYO.
jerome looks retarded.
HAHAHA.
lesson aside.
i had teacher's day dance practice after that. (:
ALL EX 2E PEOPLE (:
i can't tell you how much i miss 2E luhh. ):
even yong han said this,
"eh see! i look so happy in this photo luh.. omg SABINA! I MISS 2E!"
hahaha. my bitchy partner, who doesn't?
can i have my 2E back? ):
dancers are love (:
teacher's day dance is coming along quite well (:
going to finish soon.
WHOO~
the bounce dance is damn nice! (:
YEAH MAN.
i tried to stop time when we said goodbye.
i wanted the moment to last.
but i had to let you go sooner or later.
still, i wanted you so much, that i couldn't resist you.
i know i'll never forget you.
but somehow, there was no tears when it ended,
so i know i'll be fine.
it's hard enough to say that i'll miss you.
remember to cross your Ts and dot your Is honey.
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
7月14日 sometimes, all you need is a little trust.. in a coin (:don't know why, i'm back to my old days.
constantly thinking, unable to pay attention.
THIS SUCKS.
i think it's about time i come to a decision really.
i mean how hard can it be, a 'yes' or 'no' question...
right?
all it takes is just what one, two seconds to answer?
but a lifetime to think..
i didn't think it'd be that hard..
so i asked my 'big brother' victor (:
" eh, so how, i can't make up my mind.."
"go flip a coin luh.. *takes out one dollar coin from his pocket and passes it to me*"
" what... a coin? *stares at coin for a few seconds* you're crazy.."
and so.. victor ignores my comment on his idea
to leave me there thinking... a coin is going to help me? just wonderful.
me and my best friend, the one dollar coin.
" so you're telling me to trust my instincts on a coin?"
victor just roll his eyes," okok, forget the one dollar coin.. i give you a chemistry question.."
he takes my paper and scribbles this..
"so i'm supposed to what? now trust my instincts on this chemistry question?"
surprisingly, victor nods his head. "just balance it.." wow.
i go on 'scolding' him..
"you kidding me ah? what has this got to do with anything?!"
now i'm starting to trust my best friend the one dollar coin more..
"you'll get it when you answer the question.. trust me.."
" trust you or trust the chemistry question?"
"aiya... just do lahh..." and he ignores me, leaving me to talk to myself.
this is what victor last said, " if you can answer the question, that means you answer yes, if you can't, that means you answer no. if you don't want to answer, that means no."
i think hard and ask him," what if i want to but can't answer it?"
"then too bad lahh. it's not fate.."
& honestly, chemistry has been my favourite subject know.
but i can't balance it.. - it's not fate..
enough about it... i realise my space's getting dull,
i finally got the pictures from steph (:
this was totally candid..
omg . i didn't even knew they took this picture!
our first shot! (:
zainal looks sad... :O
i love this shot! (:
all the excos like look damn glam (:
i think this photo is cool too (:
whoo~ i think i'll just shut it.
enjoy the pictures! (:
sorry ya, the pictures are reeaally small.
haha.
class managers excos kick ass (:
and oh, i almost forgot, thank you gerald for listening (:
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me 7月10日 (:ahh.. ade(: ade(: ade(: ...
*sigh*
i can totally melt away just looking at the smses he sent.
but it gets kinda scary at times..
but i know it's just that he cares (:
so sweet he is..
ahhh.. ADE, I MISS YOU TOO. (:
i really do..
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me 7月9日 and now i'm faded.. you try to fit,
to fit me in your perfect box;
but you let me slip,
between the cracks
i'm so screwed...
why? why? why out of soo many days, why today? you don't have no rights to tell me why, why when and how to fuck up my whole life. what the hell's wrong with you. and so this is how it feels, when you wait for the call that never comes, or when you wake up from your sleep crying 'cause you miss someone. i don't see what the hell's different, now that i am gone. it's seriously no use telling me you made a mistake... i need a hug. desperately.
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
7月8日 tuesday (:today didn't go as badly as i thought it would be (:
and let me tell you, MY VOICE NOW IS INCREDIBLY SEXAY. (:
it's all the ice cream's fault ;T
SEE LUH HUIYING.
hahaha! anyway, today was rather eventful/uneventful.
had biology test today.
i had no total clue that we did.
i was like "Huh..." when shermaine told me.
but it turned out alright (: hee.
AND THERE WAS DANCE DSA TODAY. ;D
quite fun and no pressure.
even though gerard was like in a very bad mood.
but yea, they pressure was on the DSA applicants.
went smoothly. some were quite good know? (:
but i tell you, gerard seemed quite pissed off with some of them.
'cause i accidently happen to see some of their papers.
and there was this BIG FAT 'NO!', yes, with an exclaimation mark, on one of the applicants' paper.
wow. talk about harsh.
that's it for today...
and oh, jerome goh smells nice. (:
serious.
reply of tags
gerald: you greedy pig! just choose one name luhh.. need so many for what. HAIYO. OHOHOH! i have an idea! call yourself, " MR 3-IN-1 (MR HOT, MR GORGEOUS, MR PERFECT) " omg. i'm soo smart man (: and go learn the steps lah! VERY NICE WHAT.. learn and teach me ok? (:
sihui: HEY BABE! (: i miss you manymany too! ): i don't really miss dance though, i'm still going every week. hahaha. and ya lah, my teacher forever put me at the corner of the class one.. ):
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me 7月2日 still getting no where..i'm really to lazy and not in the mood to type anything.
PICTURES IT IS THEN. (:
IN CLASS.
ta dah (:
this is an example of what my friends do when my camera's in their hands.
and know.
I'M VERY VERY VERY SAD.
i had stupid physics retest today.
F***ED UP MAN.
i'm soo going to be in probation.
thank you dear lord.
i soo need a tutor...
BADLY.
preferably patient, nice, VERY PATIENT.
and oh, i think it's about time i get a very very hot tutor *beams like mad*
i'm going crazy in dance.
really. dance everyday, no time to study.
why can't i get my priorities straight?
*pissed*
i love where i'm sitting now man.
'cause there's victor beside me (:
such a big brother to me he is.
i totally poured out my story to him.
what i haven't really told anyone except for LEONARD. (:
he listens know. really really just sits there and pay attention.
what no one seems to be able to do now these days.
and he only talks after i finish telling the whole entire story.
ahh. so sweet he is.
i want him as my blood brother... ;T
what victor said totally made sense..
after all these while, i thought you were at fault.
when it really just was me.
you gave me many countless chances.. and i know.
but i just... threw it away..
how selfish am i?
i thought really deeply throughout the whole day.
called leonard, told him everything.
cried as i did. (what's wrong with me?)
*sniff*
"how.. i'm totally lost *sniff* i don't know what to do.. *sniff* i can't concentrate on my studies.."
and guess what was leonard's reply?
"go eat chocolate lah.."
(: leonard soo really is the best cousin ever, he knows what i'll do next.
& someday, i know we'll make it strong.
& someday, i might even sing a song, to you.
& i've been wasting my mind just thinking of you.
so just come back we'll make it better than it ever was.
maybe it's just me..
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
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