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7月20日 i'm so far from where i need to behey all.
ok, i'm not exactly in the mood to talk to anyone
i'm sorry to those i didn't return calls, smses to.
didn't have dance today.
but still have that CM&PSL meeting.
went for it. couldn't really focus.
walk with xue er to find mr sara.
she wanted back her CM badge.
and she got it back :)
after that went canteen
sat with yanli, syahida, joyce and samantha.
i was thinking too much i guess.
cried. i didn't know what to do.
i was contradicting myself.
yanli said i should do the right thing.
what is the right thing?
syahida said i should follow my heart
what does my heart say?
joyce says i'm putting too much stress on myself
why am i then?
samantha says i should tell the truth
but would it be selfish then?
i'm in the middle.
between 2 groups.
and i stayed in the middle
but ended up torturing myself.
and i reallyreally owe thanks to yanli, samantha and syahida
for making me laugh, advising.
i'm sorry if i caused you all to be late for your cca.
really sorry.
in the end, i chose my path,
i went to one side.
i was no longer in the middle
but did that even work?
i shouldn't have wasted my breath in the first place.
what was not suppose to be still is.
i tried. i really did.
there's still so much workload to do.
6 pieces of homework.
2 test. and oh. that unfair chemistry retest.
and i still have to sell finish off the coupons.
great.
i don't understand.
how you manage to live
seriously
doesn't the guilt kill you?
you're really cold blooded.
its not that i didn't try
i just couldn't bring myself to befriend you
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me 7月18日 stay proactiveok. i'm badly pissed with myself
i'm such a blur person please
*smacks face* seriously.
i lost my previous post and forgot to save it.
and when the warning came out to ask if i would like to save it,
i clicked... cancel.
oh god. how worse can i get.
wait.. i should stay proactive.
not reactive. stay positive honey.
*breathes in, breathes out*
i'm all good. :D
shucks. i wanted to post the msn conversation
with the lamer buddyleo
but it was in the previous post.
and i closed the conversation.
arrrgh. *throws stuff*
wait.. stay proactive, not reactive.
anyway. about the proactive thingy
it's from a book! hell ya.
it's good. it actually advises us teenages.
in a good way. it's really.. true. what they say.
and i was telling yanli and yong han about it.
yanli is super reactive. only a wee bit proactive.
hah. i better hide before she kills me.
*runs into closet*
and yonghan feels much better after he read the book.
some things in life we just can't control.
tmr. CM meeting. ahhh.
i can't wait! i'm not being sarcastic people.
i think the seniors are nice and funny.
apart from the having to pin up fringe, pull up socks, etcetc when seeing mr sara,
it's all good :D
and later after that. have tuition marathon. again. ahh.
and i'm so proud of myself. *beams*
you know chemistry test? the one i thought i would fail?
hah. you probably don't know 'cause i didn't mention it.
hahahahaha. ok lame. too hyper. :P
i passed ok! and managed to clinch an A!
YAY ME! *kallang wave*
it's a big thing ok. morever, my tuition teacher didn't help me in my studying
not that she's not good. i didn't tell her about the test.
i wanted to see how i cope if i study on my own. :D
and i must say. i'm proud of myself.
i should have champagne over, tall cake, and maybe fireworks to celebrate
hah.
and daddy borrowed CSI:NY season 3!
whoo. i know i'm lagging behind on the television shows.
but i just love new york! and CSI!
like i said. i want to be one
a forensic detective/scientist.
it's part of the department in the police.
yep! NYPD! i want to join!
i just love the way they call an unknown victim jane/john doe.
but i must work hard. get into triple science :D
and teri and joyce wants to be one too!!
YAYNESS! i have partners!
now to hook sitian... *sneaky grin*
i just want to say i've completely given up on you
`those fashion lights come from everywhere 7月13日 friday the thirteenIT'S FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN!!! *gets excited and jumps around*
ok. dramadrama.
i didn't realise it at first until history class when we did filing *bleh*
i never liked filing. or history.
anyway. i was saying to yong han all excitely.
''eh! today is the friday of thirteen!'' *beams*
''ya. i know. i very scared to die.''
=.=. yong han, you will not die on friday the 13.
he watched this scary movie or something.
then told me about this guy named freddy
who is some demon or something that goes around in people's dream to slice off their heads
and if you die in the dream you die in reality.
and this so call ''freddy demon'' does this on friday the 13 nights.
whoo~ scary... not.
OMG. i need rest!
like pronto.
i'm super stressed. :(
i wanna sleep. -.-Zzz
i'm tired. of everything
3 test this week. did badly for chemistry (i think). ok for literature.
AND SURE TO ACE MATHS :D
i'm not boasting. haha. i just so love maths
but i'm no nerd ok! hah.
i had tuition marathons twice this week. *faints*
so had very little time to do homework.
crammed the whole night. barely slept at all.
ohohoh! sat mummy's car for the 1st time this week! :D
it's small. :(
i didn't like that car. don't know why mummy bought it
cherie sat it too! hahaha. after dance on tuesday.
blahblahblah.
AND THANK YOU HUIYING FOR CHOCOLATE! :D:D
I LOVE MY CHOCO BUDDY!~
and like finally! at least my lyrics has some tune in it.
credits to yong han :D
but can't really remember... :P
so really no point
hahaha. yonghan was singing it in class!
andandand. i didn't get in PSL.
in fact, all the people that tried didn't get in.
i heard from someone.
all because of our grades.
wasn't good enough. but whatevds.
but that doesn't really matter.
not that into it anymore.
don't know why.
after sam and khish told me how busy they were,
i was damn worried to figure out how to cope
so now i'm less worried! hah.
now i'll aim for CM exco! :D i have chance ok!
and that idiot ditcher!
:P idiot WJ.
ditch me again seh.
first time suppose to watch transformers with me.
didn't buy ticket for me.
then now he suppose to watch harry potter with me.
going on a day i CANNOT go.
idiot. not my fault right?
i mean not like i never ditch him before.
hahaha. he waited 5 hours... oopsie.
but that was not my fault ok! i was.. erm...
nevermind. the point is that WJ is a ditcher :D
ok. now i'll get some rest.. no LOTS of rest.
`those fashion lights come from everywhere 7月6日 i touch the flame 'cause i'm a curious catHELLO TO YOU!!!
ok. i'm updating for dahling sihui!
today's not such a bad week.
holiday on monday.
and school started on tuesday.
ah. and i'm sooo sorry for not going dance that day :P
i had lots of homework due the next day
and was super stressed with some idiotic maths question i couldn't do.
blah.
at this rate i'm gonna end up all alone
and it's probably all my fault
all my fault
and i LOVE WEDNESDAY!
that's when i OWNED RACHAEL CHONG!!!
muahahaha. we had i.t that day see?
and we were super bored so rachael invented this game
zoom in all the way until the little arrow becomes super big.
then later, say the icons and whoever finds it first, wins :D
and that will be yours truly.
sherry was the one saying the icons
and me and rae race to find it.
hahaha. i so rock at this game. :D
RACHAEL! play again ya? :)))
thursday.. hmm.. what happen yesterday?
nothing much luh.
then today. DANCE!
finally got to see SIHUI again. YAY!
but she haven't tell me her story yet.
booooooooooooooooooooooo :(
the whole dance was with steph, cherie, sherry and mai.
sian. only dance the routine once then warm up.
then watch the SYF people dance.
looks like i made a mess again
heartbreak everywhere i step
huiying buddy is going to give me chocolate on monday!
yay!
oh. and computer! please remind me to send steph the song :)
oh, i'm getting tired of believing
even sicker of pretending
that it's not so bad, just wait it out
oh, i think you're feeding me lies again
the only good man left wasn't him
and that's how i feel right now
so just let me be..
i have to learn to not get jealous
`those fashion lights come from everywhere 7月2日 youth day :)HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!!
This is one of the moments i'm glad i'm a youth :D
a day off from school!
yeah. although there's no such thing as a 'children's day' in my life anymore,
at least there's youth :D
went to meet samantha honey to watch TRANSFORMERS!
i know i don't seem the type of person that watches robots fight
but hey, i enjoyed every minute of the show :)
it's nice. but i still prefer pirates of the caribbean though.
but the graphics are great beyond words :D
i was late to meet her
oops. then actually suppose to watch at century square with the idiots
but no, the idiots refuse to buy the tickets for us right WJ?
idiot pig. WJ, now we even already ah. now YOU watch out! >:)
so me and sam caught the 12.35 one
and in between the movie
2 women keep flooding my inbox
complaining why we took so long
not my fault the director make the movie so long right?
so after movie, me and sam were greeted by 2 anger and impatient women
SHERRY LIM AND TAN SITIAN!
hahaha. they were like ,'' why so long ah?! very hot you know?!''
i get the point dearies
later at the MRT station changed my flip flops to heels!
yay! and fyi, i did not get no blisters or fell down ok.
i walked nicely! :D
bought my storybook, FINALLY!
went bugis street, walkwalkwalk.
sam had to go home so we went home
and sherry ah.
she did matrix in the train again.
haha. crazy women.
and she sat on my foot mind you.
hahaha.
took bus home with sherry. reached home. blahblah
the idiots were here. yawn. playing xbox.
same old same old.
ok. i gotta go mug chinese for some spelling thingy.
bye peeps.
`those fashion lights come from everywhere |
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