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5月28日 so alone baby, everything i do is for you
if only i had the courage to tell you how i feel
but my time is running out
it's been good to know you're a really great friend
if only we could be more then that
i love you honey
`and you promised me the whole ocean 5月26日 and then one day it all came to an end it's good the june holidays are here
getting to relax
getting my braces [hopefully]
lots of shopping as the great singapore sale is here
lots of outings with honies
getting to repaint classroom
MOVIE MARATHONS [i'm still looking for a partner!]'there were some questions there for me
there was this person that send me an email. don't know who the hell the person is.
but that person emailed some questions
and yea.. i thought the questions were really thoughtful and useful
like a guide line
so i'll answer the questions here :
what are your future plans?
i have so far.. planned alot for my future. i planned 2 alternative routes.. incase i can't make it to my first. i want to go to TEMASEKjc, and major in biology there. later head on to one of new york's university and do my thesis, get my degree. and maybe relax for a year.. and continue to work for my master's/doctor's degree. then later be a doctor. :) and i know this will cost alot of money so i might be tutoring or find a part time job. but this goal of mine is rather not realistic as i'm afraid of blood and hurting people.. like the operations where you have to use knifes.
my other route is more favourable to me but not to my parents. go to TEMASEK polytechnic. take up mass communications. and have more dance lessons for me. teach some schools[ that is any school is willing to hire] dance to earn money. later head on to Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts and major in dance. overseas to major in mass communications. and be a DJ/VJ. :D of course get married.
what do you look for in your future spouse?
he must love me no matter what happens. love me and only me. not afraid to say,''i love you'' [not sure why, but some guys are afraid to say those 3 words]. responsible. loyal. super faithful. listens to me. talks to me. ANSWER me. calls me. buy gifts for me only when necessary[roses/chocolates preferably]. at least have an education, open minded. nice. caring. spend time with me. filial. taller then me. older then me. knows how to play at least one instrument. drive a vehicle. have a stable job. athletic. hardworking. know how to clean up after himself. PUTS ME IN FIRST PRIORITY. not a flirt. dedicate songs for me. sophisticated. HE MUST MAKE THE FIRST MOVE. HE MUST MAKE ME LAUGH. / or just be a duplicate JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE. :)
how much do you believe in true love?
ALOT. but i believe in love forming from a friendship, not at first sight. i think that everyone in life has a soulmate, they just need time to find them.
what plans do you have for your children?
I have to be honest. i want my children to be PERFECT. although i know no one is in the world. i expect them to respect some of the decisions i make for them, but i will let them choose their own path in life. filial to me. take cares of me when i'm old. a good kid, not those who are out to create trouble. and i prefer GIRLS. i think that they're easier to nurture [no offence]. so yea.. maybe have one son first.. then followed by a daughter. educated.
these were the five questions. i know.. my expectations are high. but i can't help it.
so hopefully all these will come true.
i love it when you spend time with me
talking to you makes me feel at ease
sms-ing you makes me the happiest girl
but i'll wait until you make the first move.
`and you promised me the whole ocean 5月25日 i'm a pirate!!!........ lies... YOOHOO!!!! *waves*
today was totally dramatic.. whoa..
it all starts with bad news in the morning
bitter medicine in the morning
sweat like crazy in the morning
chaos and anger during recess
big quarrel and anger after recess
sweat like crazy again during school clean up
mixed feelinga about repot card
contradict-ness after school
fun-ness during outing
see?? today is like 'rojak' emotions..
i shan't say the bad news.. i don't want the whole situation like in the tag board to repeat again
and ya.. i should thank my brother for spreading his germs to me
the medicine was BLEAH! i couldn't swallow at first.. so like.. it stayed in my mouth
and it dissloved abit so like the bitter taste lasted for like an hour
believe me.. you don't want to try that
and thank you cheeyang!
for helping me pass the school clean up paper to pei rong
if not i would be in hot soup man...
thanks alot :D
ok... so i couldn't handle the bad news during recess
i was pissed.. so i told my dearies the situation
ok.. that was not a good move..
but hey! i had to tell someone.
imagine if i cropped up the anger in me..
i probably overheat and explode!
yeayea.. which resulted in a 'war' in class today..
i hope everything's fine now..
hopefully...
honies.. just forget the whole thing
and you-know-who... don't apologize... just do some reflection
so like me joyce went to hall for some class manager thingy..
was totally pissed that time..
was complaining to joyce
WOW. thanks babe for listening to me..
so blahblahblah... carried some stuff back for school clean up
i carrie a duster and a broom pan..
haha.. the feather duster reminds me of mary popins.. i don't know why
but i was acting like one on the way back..
please tell me there were no sercurity cameras in school
the sercurity guard will probably just die of laughter
seeing the actions i did.. *covers face with hands and SCREAMS*
went back to class
the 'war' seemed to have ended
so sat back at my own place
let my emotions flow and wrote 1 and a half songs
my own to be exact
yanli,teri,rachael,sam and syahida read them
*beams* good comments!! haha
but they said it was kinda emo.. but that's ok! :D:D
i need a composer for music to be my partner!!!
if not my song could be just called a poem..
school clean up... *rolls eye*
got back report books!!!
ok.. i don't know what to say
i wanted to cry..
but i felt there wasn't a need to
then i felt happy
then i felt i could have done better
then i felt sad
then i felt... what do you call that again? *thinks*
ahh.. whatevds
after school!!!
went with sam, syahida and xiao tiantian [sitian] X) to tampines mall
me and sitian wanted to catch a movie.. PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN;AT WORLD'S END
sam and syahida just wanted lunch..
then they were off for band..
MOVIE!!!
omg.. that show is.... DAMN SUPER NICE!!!
the ending was totally unexpected
sad/good kinda ending
i give it a 10/10!!!
it was really good.
me and sitian later took neo prints!!!!
haha.. there was this shot where me and sitian suggested to act nerd
and tuck in our shirts all the way!!!
ahahahah.. but we didn't do that...
went to precious thoughts to get sitian's present
she waited outside the shop while i bought her present
went home after that
i just love taking the bus back home alone..
listening to justin timberlake songs
the feeling's so at home and at ease..
`and you promised me the whole ocean 5月23日 slow dance hey all... omg.. i found this super good poem i thought was really sad and good.. i had to post here.. it was not written by me.. i will credit the writer at the end of the poem.. it's called , ''slow dance''
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done! Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift.. Thrown away. Life is not a race. Do take it slower Hear the music Before the song is over. adapted from ''This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a NewYorkHospital." ; "Dr. Dennis Shields, ProfessorDepartment of Developmental and Molecular Biology1300 Morris Park AvenueBronx, NewYork 10461"
anyway... went out with yuanyuan and huiying after school today.. to get stuff for the dance camp blahblahblah... at bus stop.. saw cheeyang.. he's mean!!! :P he was talking to yuanyuan halfway then put his hand on my head and push me down.. with strength ok!! i know i'm short ok.. but girl short nevermind!!! push me down somemore.. booooo you.. i will get my revenge lim cheeyang!! muahahaha.. you still owe me fries :D:D:D took bus 14 to tanah mereh interchange then train to pasir ris.. talked to huiying about _______.. ouh.. and i thought i was the only one who thought that way.. and cheer up honey! don't sad.. on the train yuanyuan sit on the chair.. haha.. EXTRA! lol.. me and huiying sat on the floor. wen to uncle macs in whitesands mall to eat.. haha.. 4 days in a row!!! whoohoo.. *cheers* not bad ey? huiying treated me.. yay! love her alot.. thanks hon.. and yuanyuan!!! haha.. debated with her almost the whole time.. and she doesn't eat vegetables.. randomrandom.. lol bought some of the stuff then we decided to go back at 4.30... huiying took train home.. me and yuanyuan took bus 28.. ahh.. fond memories.. *daydreams*... she is pro man.. haha.. so 'interesting' her life.. and i think i talked too loud that she found out something about me! O_O yuanyuan.. i love you alot k? don't tell.. haha.. & huiying!!! i haven't tried your dark chocolate yet!!! shooooooooooooooooooooooots... must lemme try one day.. CHOCO BUDDY!
honey.. i didn't know i would get angry with you one day.. i think you've gone too far babe..
`and you promised me the whole ocean
5月21日 he's mine!!! JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE IS MINE MINE MINE!!!!
HEAR THAT WORLD?! i love him alot ok!!!! he just so rocks my world! don't steal!!! i'm hungrrryy *goes to fridge and takes out some snacks*
*goes back to computer to type post*
HEY ALL!!! :D:D:D
sorry peeps... i'm hungrrryyy again
guess uncle macs doesn't really make me full
just helps me with getting back my sore throat.. AGAIN!
yes joyce.. my sore throat is back again and i won't be able to shout tmr
so you have to make sure the class is quite by yourself :D
haha.. i so so so miss TYRONE!!! where's he??? *looks lost*
he's such a sweet heart you know..
he has a great sense of humor too!!! :D
and tyrone! if you see this.. remember to comment ok and let me know that you're ALIVE
muahahahaha
hope to see you online soon!
ahh.. was totally slacking in school today
why do i have to go to school after the exams?? WHY?!
it's oh-so-boring
you stare at the teacher.. the teacher stares back at you
imagine us doing that for the next 4 days or so..
ohohoh! and i officially slept in music lesson today!!
haha.. so did rachael!!!
the video was like 5472946591057 times boring!
was getting sleepy and so lied down.. and the last thing i remember was a girl in the video screaming her lungs out
and when i woke up.. i heard applause in the video and mrs loke said, '' class dismissed''
wow..
AND TEEERIII!!! LIVERPOOL WILL WIN AC MILLAN!!!
xP
LIVERPOOL SO ROCKS THE WORLD!!
I DON'T CARE IF KAKA IS INSIDE AC MILLAN [although i like him alot]
LIVERPOOL WILL WIN THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!!!
muahahaha!!!
ok.. so get this.. me rae, teri and sam were talking about football during english
mainly liverpool, AC millan and KAKA~
ohohoh! and man utd and chealsea too!
they didn't know what english premiere league or what spanish league was..
it's ok! i got quite confused in the process explaining to TERI because of RAAACHAAEEL!!
still spray water at me!!! :PpP
germinated seeds during biology lesson..
drew during literature..
chaos around the class during geography
i just love 2 excellence <3
went out with sihui [2e], joyce and simin after school..
didn't tag along with rae, sam and sherry to bedok..
didn't feel like too
on the bus met fadhil, khoon hwa, jing jie and moses..
i DO NOT LIKE KH OK JOYCE GOH WEI TING!!!
*rolls eye*
we just so happen to like liverpool :D which so rock
and then sihui says something what KH will win justin timberlake.. something me..
ahh.. whatevds..
JING JIE~ watch the liverpool match on thursday morning!!!
and not go school the next day!!
haha.. nahh.. i will TRY to.. with 10 cups of coffee keeping me AWAKE!
so yea.. sihui, joyce, simin.. we went to uncle macs to eat
it's sad... :((((
heard about families
and we were talking about lives in china and europe
and we concluded that we should work in the phillipines!! earn lots of cha-chingg
CLOWNED at TOYS'Rus...
went to x-craft.. i must go back there and get the ear rings!!
77th street... popular... blahblahblah
and finally precious thoughts..
we were checking out the cool cards there
it was cute.. anf finding teddys that had our birthday dates
only sihui managed to find hers.. :T
primary school people certainly change a whole lot...
can't wait to go back chong zheng.. see all the people
and how much they've change.. haha
and honey.. i'm real sorry for whatever i have done..
`& you promised me the whole ocean 5月18日 i<3beachi just so love the beach.. the sand.. the ocean.. the breeze
i love the sand 'cause i can write secrets in it
i love the ocean 'cause it washes away the secret in the sand and it is kept forever in the ocean
i love the breeze as it picks me up when i'm down..
EXAM SCRIPTS
got back the rest of the papers today..
woohoo!!!
*claps* thankyouthankyou
I PASSED MY HISTORY!!!!
haha.. not too bad ey??
i've failed since secondary one.. and now secondary two
like finally.. PASSED!!!
i oh-so love my self for passing my history... 50.5/100!!!
hahahahahahahahaha
eeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhh.. it't not bad for me ok..
i thought i would fail
so like after miss morni returned us our scripts..
at first i saw a '47'
then i was like.. ''hell no..''
then when looking at the overall '85'
i was like.. " I PASSED I PASSED!!!''*jumps up and down*
*beams* i'm proud of it ok!!
and my dear SYAHIDA!!!
Don't worry honey.. everything's gonna be ok...
my hugs are free!!! :D:D:D
i'm here for you anytime..
my grades are not bad i guess...
english-b4
maths-a1
science-b3
history-c6 [woooohooooo!!!]
chinese-c6
geography-a2
homec- a2
literature- c5
it's ok... i expected more from me.. but hey..
can't do anything about it
went to beach with RACHAEL,SITIAN,SAMANTHA!!! <3<3
so damn fun!!!! ahhh.. if only i could do it again
i wanted to go beach 'cause i wanted to throw stones in the sea
scream my lungs out
and do some reflection i guess
at first took bus 10 with SYAHIDA,SHERRY,SAMANTHA,RACHAEL
sherry and syahida went home.. :(((((
so sad..
so me rae and sam went to uncle macs to lunch
talktalktalk.. knew about rae and sam... sad mans...
don't worry peeps! everything will be ok..
went to whitesands first.. ohohoh! and on the way
an old lady hit rachael with an umbrella!!!!
hahahahahahahahaha
we were like talking talking..
then rachael suddenly say.. ,'' wa lao.. the old lady use the umbrella hit me.''
damn funny
reached white sands... so while waiting we walked continuously up to the highest level.. then went back down
heheh.. you see, we had nothing to do.
i was complaining about ____________ too.. couldn't stand that person anymore..
rae and sam were good listeners :):)
went to buy BIG lollies for ourselves.. i treated sitian..
bought lunch for her too!! our treat again
so proceeded to beach!!!
me rae and sam ate our lollies on the way there.. sitian ate her bland waffle
we went to cycle/roller blade first..
i cycled 'cause i'm super bad at roller blading..
really!! my speed in roller blading like wth... it's slower then walking speed *smacks face*
cycle cycle... oh.. and sam and rae fell!! thank god i didn't roller blade.. me and sitian cycled.. rae and sam roller-bladed
was ''emo-ing'' about__________ while cycling.. talking about that person like no tmr..
went to return our bikes and all those stuff
went to beach..
i threw stones into the ocean
and it felt good
as if a secret was in the rock and i threw it into the vast ocean
and the secret sank deep in..
nice feeling
cam-whored abit
and rae!!! you owe me roller blading lessons!!!
shall end here...
`& you promised me the whole ocean
5月17日 i just don't believe it.. no one would believe you would do such a thing.. even i don't believe it..
but some things gonna change..
i believe that whatever you did.. was super stupid
you know what you did..
you know i don't like it..
and when i ask you..
you said you didn't do it..
so this is how we say goodbye..
i don't want to have anything to do with you..
ok.. one word.. SCREWED!!!
stupid exams... you are of no use man!!!
i got back my exam scripts today..
like wow.. i have like all the grades ranging from A1 to C6..
except B4..
haha.. so i have 1 A1, 1 A2, 1 B3, 1 C5, 1 C6
nice.. haha.. only 5 subjects so far.. tmr will be getting back the rest
hell no..
ohohoh.. and i totally feel up that 'perfectionist' part of me..
haha
you know.. i cried today..
because of my literature...
it was the one i have a C5..
i cried 'cause i didn't got that low for lit before and i was expecting an A2
okay.. see.. high expectations = perfectionist
i cried for like 40 minutes lah..
used 2 packs of tissue
ohohoh!! and today was like.. super touching too..
you see.. maths paper.. saved my life..
but bad for some people
so like.. 3 of my honies cried..
i won't name them to respect their privacy..
and i like.. just stopped crying..
so yea..
i went over.. and like.. comforted them
and all of a sudden...
i cried!!!
hahahahahahaha.. funny
so is like.. the 4 of us there.. crying.. damn touching
and i would like to thank RACHAEL, SHERRY, TERI, SYAHIDA, SAMANTHA, JOYCE, SIMIN, YANLI, SIHUI, MAI, SITIAN..
thanks so much for being there with me.. and 3 of you'all for crying with me..
PSL INTERVIEW!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i did ok.. i guess.. i really really really want to get in!!!
please jesus.. *prays*
before that was dance cca photo taking
haha.. funny..
and LIM CHEEYANG
how could you not know i was there?! >:T
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
laughed and gossiped and talked with CHERIE AND HUIYING!
haha... all of us wanted to be PSL.. so went to interview together.
funess.. haha.. but can't tell who we talked about.. *shh*
amy, samuel [if it's spelt correct], and xue fang interviewed..
they were super friendly..
haha.. i flooded them with justin timberlake here.. justin timberlake there
i knew most of the questions..
haha.. hope my answers are good..
please lemme get in ok? please and thank you
`and say those words like you used to
5月12日 ORCHARD SHOPPING!!! I LOVE THOSE AFTER-EXAMS-PERIODS-KINDA-MOOD. especially those shopping marathons..
went ORCHARD TODAY!! ahh! it was fun.. very fun.. as fun as the outing to VIVO!!
some of my honies didn't go though... like.. simin.. joyce.. and rachael.. but it's ok.. we're going out again on MONDAY!
and some strangers out there that reads this will probably think we're sick.. sick in the mind to go out almost everyday!
but we're not... we just love going out :)
and i don't care! everyone must go on monday! :P
so yea.. ORCHARD! SAMANTHA!!! i forgot to to to you your letter!!!
will pass it to ya on monday ok? sorry hon..
so i went the 12 oclock slot timing... you see... we had 2 slots... the 11 oclock one and the 12 oclock one..
the 11 oclock one were for early rises... the 12 oclock one were for people like me..
who likes to sleep in.. and not wake up.. ...... DREAMERS!
haha.. no offence sitian, khishal and teck keong..
SO... yep! you guessed it right..
i was late... AGAIN!
but not the latest ok! 2nd latest :D
sitian was the latest.. but can't blame her.. she had air riffle training
so when i reached the MRT station.. khish' and 'keong were there already..
yea.. i was kinda pissed with me 'fan'
so i went up to khishal and started complaing to him about my 'fan'..
on how she got more irritating.. and starting to become more like a poser..
whatevds..
'keong was blur.. he didn't understand a thing we were talking about..
hahaahahahahha.. maybe because i was talking like a bullet train..
THEY WERE SLOW MAN... super slow.. they thought this outing to orchard was all about watching spiderman 3
... i laughed.. real retardedly... because all of those people going to orchard have already watched spiderman 3...
EXCEPT THEM. hahahaahah.. slow man.. their reaction was like.. O_O
(&^%_&+&%=&@!!#$%?)_
DAMN ENTERTAINING.. watching.. it was really chaotic...
they were accusing each other like saying.. i thought you said watching MOVIE?!?!
haha.. later sitian came.. i told her what they thought... she laughed at them..
haha.. i mean.. really.. if you were us.. you would laugh too :D
sat on the train... ok.. me and sitian sat seperate seats from khish' and 'keong..
wow.. sitian rocks at air riffle! she had a bull's eye for almost every card she shot.. pro pro pro..
after talking for quite long.. we realised we didn't know how to go to orchard..
O_O.. ok... stupid...
so smsed khish'... 'keong saw the sms... they laughed at us.. =.=
so what man... we are poor in direction..
they said orchard.. so got off there.. walked and talked to TERI on the phone.. to ask her for directions on where to meet.. how to get there...
WE LOST KHISH' AND 'KEONG!!!! i said to teri,'' OMG WE LOST PEOPLE!!! I CALL YOU BACK..''
then me and sitian were like lost birds.. where? where? where?
hahaha super funny.. called them.. found them... called teri again..
she said go up the escalator... went up she said.. find scotts road.. or something like that..
findfindfind.. WHERE???
we were lost.. i already hanged up... so nevermind.. decided to find our way ourselves..
walked one direction.. ehhhh!!!! no!!! wrong!!! walked the other direction... no!!!! wrong..
thinking about it.. we were like tourist... while some of the tourist there displayed confidence in where they were going..
so we decided to ask for directions.. not so bad for the first guy we asked.. he pointed out one direction and said.. ''i think it's there.''
ok.. so we didn't really listened to that 'cause we already walked that direction and it was wrong..
as khishal asked more.. [we thought he should ask as he was a student leader in the school ]
everyone was like.. nonononononono =.=
then sitian said,'' must be because just now a guy ask you for directions you didn't tell him!!!''
so we decided to go back to the MRT station and look at signs instead..
took and alternative route..
finally it was right.. walkwalkwalk.. saw this old lady begger.. poor thing..wanted to donate money.. but didn't have small change.. so i tried to ignore the guilt..
ok.. this part is really retarded..and funny..
when we were actually standing in front of far east plaza.. where teri,sherry,samantha,yanli,syahida were..
we were like.. ''where's far east??''
not out fault ok!!! i've only been to far east once and i couldn't remember what it looked like.. so did sitian,khish' and 'keong
then 'keong finally said..'' this is far east.'' we were like..'' are you sure..''
he said.. ''yah.. have the yellow sign what..'' *points to the far east yellow sign..''
*moment of silence*
we looked at each other.. walked further away to have a closer look...WOW! 'keong was actually right!
hahaha
walked in.. okkk.. the place wasn't exactly what we were expecting..
totally no life.. not as glam.. dead... ''are we at the right place?'' i asked..
''should be what.. the sign says far east..'' 'keong replied..
called teri in the end.. told her we go to eat lunch at KFC first..
the four of us were all hungry...
reached KFC.. bought food.. ate.. 'cause KFC.. was like.. basement one..and yea.. we climbed the stairs down.. so if you were sitting by the window.. it will be above you..
i sat by the window.. sitian beside on my left.. 'keong opposite me.. 'khish opposite sitian..
we didn't get it at first.. what khish' and 'keong were laughing about..
then when we finally found out we were like.. ''thank god we didn't wore skirts today..''
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.. don't get it?
i won't explain much further... unless you ask..
we scolded them.. they were like.. ''what??!! the window is there for a reason..''
stupid... teri,sherry, samantha,syahida and yanli came soon after.. talktalktalk..
me, sitian, khish' and 'keong.. went off first.. since we ate finish and we didn't want to shop..
so separated with them.. sorry hons...
we wanted to watch ''the bridge to terabithia''
walk halfway.. teri honey called.. she wanted to tag along too.. so waited for her...
oh.. and remember that old lady begger?? khish donated money to her.. i still didn't have small change,, :(
the old lady gave us 4 packets of tissue in return... i kept one.. 'keong took the rest.. HAHA
teri came.. walked there... finally bought tix!!!
watched the movie.. it was damn sad man.. i cried..
 .. ok stupid.. but it was really sad!!and freezing in the theatre.. i swear i felt like an ice-cube..
finished movie.. walked around... camwhored abit with teri's camera..
AND WE SAW ADRIANO!!! OMG!!! ME AND TERI WAS LIKE ,'' WHERE IS ADRIANO?!''
adriano heard us.. ok.. embarrassing..
took neo-prints too!
went heeren after that... i must go back there!!! clothes damn me-ish..lol
ok so you see.. there was this security guard
whom we asked to help us take pics..
but he said he was working so he couldn't
and there's something about him and folding his arms
it was funny
khish' and 'keong copied his actions.. and the security gurad saw us!!
commical.. bought mummy's mother's day present
MY MUMMY LOVED IT.
credits to teri and sitian for helping me choose
'keong was damn funny man.. he had comments for everything.. haha.. funny
went home.. reached home.. about 8..
shall end here.. it's long..
and say those words like you used too.. 5月10日 FUN FUN FUN!!! AHHHHH!!!! people! have one big BIG announcement!!!
THE EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!
yesyes..
and i'm so HAPPY and HIGH!!!
so i celebrated with and outing to VIVO city!!!! *beams*
not like i bought anything there... but whatevds..
so went with honies!!! SHERRY, YANLI, SITIAN, SIMIN, JOYCE, RACHAEL, SAMANTHA, SYAHIDA
it was fun-ess.. chaotic-ness... retarded-ness
first took 10 after the maths paper one.. our last and super easy paper.. serious
syahida didn't tag along yet 'cause she had MTL paper 3.. blahblahblah
ok... people were irritated by us.. the people in the bus.. hahaha.. sorry strangers :)
it was not out fault we laughed real loud or whatever that irritated you all..
but you gotta admit.. we were entertaining.. :D
talktalktalk... gossipgossipgossip... laughlaughlaugh
ohohoh.. and dear yanli piggie lost her wallet.. AGAIN! haha
but we found it..
VIVO!!! ahh.. i so love that place.. i remember when we reached there the first thing we did was... SKIP!!!
haha.. literally SKIPPING!!! haha.. hey can't blame us
i mean natural reaction man.. big open empty space in a mall.. after the exams.. what do you do?
skipping and screaming!!! haha.. thank god there was no security guard..
ok.. so went food republic to eat.. i ate light.. wasn't really hungry..
and we shared ghost stories too!!! heheh.. i'm nice :)
so i'll spare you readers the stories.. actually.. it's really lame.. the stories..
thinking about it.. we screamed so loudly for nothing
RACHAEL!!! you're stories are lame!!!
OHOHOH! and i would like to share one conversation...
RACHAEL: ok.. you know they say if we explore haunted places.. cannot walk in pairs or odd numbers.. except for walking in threes...
so being the blur me.. i said
ME: huh? what you mean?
RACHAEL: ok.. for example.. sabina.. joyce.. sitian.. *uses her fingers to represent us*
ME: can i be in the centre.. i scared..
RACHAEL: =.=...ok.. fine.. sitian... sabina.. joyce... *uses her fingers again to represent us*
ME: *smiles*
RACHAEL: so yea... they say if 3 people like this walk in haunted places... the middle one will get 'attacked' by the ghost first..
ME: O_O WHAT?! can i not be in the centre now?!
the rest of my friends laugh.. i laughed too.. haha.. idiotic..
we went to play in the water next!!! or you could say the wading pool! haha
playplayplay.. and CAMWHORED!!! sooo fun!!!
and i promise you guys i will send you all the photos!
waited for awhile... for syahida to call..
so while waiting.. retarded-ness again..
she finally called.. went to fetch her... bought tickets.. blahblahblah
AND finally.. SPIDERMAN 3!!!
that show rocks.. it was damn sad man.. some parts.. i teared alittle.. sherry too!
and my dear syahida.. cried!!!
haha.. she's damn soft... and nice... :)
went shopping.. didn't buy anything.. no money..
talked.. and planned to go shopping tomorrow at orchard..
ok.. hmm.. roughly vague from this post about the outing.. you guys can check out rae's blog if she'd post..
i think...
took train home... took 28 back... and resting.. and finally resting
but the studying marathon's still in my mind.. gotta shake that off
i love you people!!!
and say the words like you used to 5月4日 pervs... i hate stalkers... i really do..
HEY PEEPS! as you can see.. i updated/upgraded my space!!
YAY ME! *claps*
there's a 'tag board' now..
so it's easier
and i changed my space's skin! it's not that nice
but still not too bad right? haha
and now rachael can tag at the tag board! YAY!
and i'm sorry for whoever saw the post before..
i was just venting out my anger and i was totally negative about things in life
sorry if i brought your moods down.. i'm ok now :D tyrone cheered me up!
he's a nice guy.. very funny.. sad thing i will never see him.. 'cause he's all the way in NEW ZEALAND!
hahaha.. i'm happy now... after realising that while some people have the perfect talent; the perfect grades...
i have the most perfect things that anyone could have ask for...
I HAVE A PERFECT CIRCLE OF FRIENDS.
yes i do... sherry,sitian,simin,sihui[2e],joyce,mai,yanli,samantha,syahida,rachael,teri. i love this people loads!!! of course there are other people.. like keen, sergio, tyrone, huiying, yonghan, khoonhwa, jingjie, khishal, sihui[3s]....... so on... but yea.. those are my main peeps.. the underlined one.. ;) i'm sorry to those that were expecting me to put your name down but i did not. sorry.
so far so good.. enjoying my days off as class manager..
exams are.. not too bad.. can pass all the papers i did so far.. not sure about getting As though
but whatevds..
ohohoh.. and this perv on imvu!!! ARGHHH!!! irritating much?! he's from singapore and he is so EWWWWWWW.. *shudder*
he is so insistent on having my msn please..
and not only that
he wants me as his stead!!!
ahhh!!! perv on the loose!!!
so yea.. i closed that conversation on imvu and like yea.. blocked him
you know what... he has like 10 over accounts on imvu.. [yes sherry.. he still didn't stop]
i know because 10 over people requested to talk to me on imvu.. when i don't know them
so obvious it's him please...
so yea.. he uses different avatars.. names.. and even gender!
omg.. perv much?!
and he's a lousy stalker.. what kind of stalker stalks someone so 'exposingly' that the victim know it's him??
*tsk tsk*
gotta cram over the weekend for homec and history.. BLAH!!! i can NEVER pass history... boooooo *throws book against wall*
gotta go people...
`and say the words like you used too 5月2日 soul searchingi seriously need to do some of that...
everything's in a mess now..
a pile here..
a pile there.
if only everything would stop
so i can put back the pieces
and everything back in order
my life would be just the way i wanted it to be
lots of 'interesting' things happening
and i seem to be... not myself
my mummy says i'm starting to become more of a perfectionist
she thinks i'm going crazy 'cause i'm studying too hard
and here's my answer i think i'm not good enough for anyone not even myself
there's this saying that everyone has their talent in
you know.. good looks... dancing.. singing... smart so on so forth
where's mine? it's funny.. people say i'm smart.. but my class position of 27/40
doesn't prove anything does it.. my teacher says we should look at our grades.. our average score blahblah
so what? so what? the grade sheet doesn't look nice even though you score 5 As. 'cause it's ruined by the rest..
2 Ds and 1 C... i'm not smart..
and i don't think i can dance too.. i used to think that i could be out there some day.. with one of the best dance crews... but now.. i don't think i can
i didn't get selected for SYF
i didn't get selected for the main dance group for danceworks
i might as well quit the cca and join nothing.. 'cause i can't do the rest
i can't sing
i can't run
and being a class manager doesn't help the whole situation at all..
so what if i'm a student leader.. not like i'm being respected
not like people really listen to me
yesyes.. i have high expectations on student leaders..
i don't meet the expectations..
'cause i think that what i see is not what i get
i should consider dropping out
CCA points? who cares? i'm not already doing well in dance..
i can't manage a class properly..
what CCA points?
and my personal life isn' going too well either..
family problems.. blahblahblah..
whatever lahh.. i don't freaking care what you do any more
go do what you want.. create more problems for my father..
you want attention?
i give you attention
i shall put you on stage and you shall sing to the whole wide world.
want it?
and if you think money is the whole issue.. i don't acknowledge you as my bloodline
you might think that i'm not filial to you.. 'cause you adored me the most out of the rest
is not that i don't want to
it's because i can't
i visit you.. i help you pack your medicine.. i advise you not to smoke.. i advise you not to gamble
and you said that this was all nothing
ok.. fine.. i shall stop here and not care anything you do in the future..
please stop your nonsense.. i really want to see you get better.. and you made me a promise to be there when i'm older getting married.. at this state.. i'm prepared to say that you're halfway through into breaking your promise
i don't really need sympathy to who ever that reads this.. there are other people out there that is much more 'poor thing' then i am... give them your attention.. i'm sure they'll be very happy and love you to death... i really don't need any
the world suddenly seems so empty...
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