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4月25日

TGIF! (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEAR BITHCHING PARTNER! (: 220408
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whoo~ yay. (: yong han likes my present (:
awww... sorry it came soo late though! ):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCHING PARTNER (:
 
and i have no idea what's wrong with me.
i keep contradicting myself.
*sigh* it's a love-hate relationship i guess?
but really, do i want to watch it walk away?
*shrugs*
i'm not sure.
 
i need to tell my story to someone.
all over again.
 
you can say i love you as many times as you want to me.
i love you is an eight letter phrase.
know what?
so is bullshit.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
4月24日

exclaimation mark

dear lord didn't answer my prayers man.
liverpool didn't winnn.. ):
liverpool didn't winnnnnnnn.. )):
LIVERPOOL DIDN'T WINNNNNNN F***ING CHELSEA... D;
i sooo don't love you anymore riise. *sticks tongue out*
 
anyway anyhow,
i had loads of entertainment today (:
hahahaah. right SHERMAINE? *raises eyebrow*
i still see a big capital L on your forehead. (;
HAHAHAHA. ok. i'm mean.
but i'm really sweet most of the time! honest. (:
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wonderful creation of shermaine and i. (:
isn't it just adorable?
hahaha. three games.
and yours truly won all of them (: whoo!
 
OHOHOH!
AND ME AND SHERMAINE GUESSED KHOON HWA'S SISTER'S NAME TODAY.
or should i say HWA HWA.
hahahahahah! trust me. his sister's name has no link to his name at all.
shermaine and i thought there'd be a hwa somewhere in her name.
horrible gussers we are. hah.
 
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oh! this is natalie and i's creation. (:
and did i mention both paper creations of shermaine and i, and natalie and i;
WERE BOTH CREATED DURING PHYSICS?
it's like physics... paper creation lesson :D
what can i say, i'm super bored in physics. (:
and no i have an attention span of a squirrel during physics lessons (:
 
AND MERVYN LEE THINKS MY GREEN MINI FAN IS COOL (:
HOHOHO. and you know. up till now,
he still hasn't got an answer to his 'don't step on grass' sign question.
how did it get there? *ponders*
 
AND I WILL TELL YOU THAT THE MOST AMAZING FEELING EVER IS COMPLETING MY BINOMIAL ASSIGNMENT JUST BEFORE THE DEADLINE.
yay me (:
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
4月21日

and it's all about the paper cranes (:

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y'know, i find it hard these days.
to just sit back. look at the crowd walk by.
hear your surroundings, and just drink a nice cup of caramel latte. (:
thank god horror week passed. which was last week.
can i say horror again?
 
and so yes, i promised leonard, that i'd mention him HERE! (:
see?! and so yes. leonard is like the best man.
i'm not being sarcastic. really.
he just really sits, listens, and not say anything.
and just let me cry cry cry, cry out all my little troubles.
HE JUST DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING. but he just listens (:
really attentively. (: which is why he's THE BEST COUSIN IN THE WORLD! :D
(sorry leonard, i don't have any pictures that you actually approve of to post here.)
 
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and i swear i look like some 4 year old kid with my fringe now.
that bitch just insisted i HAD to cut it.
she just so loves seeing people cry doesn't she?
F*** you biatch.
 
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UNO GROUP! :D
yay! *hugs* these people are such lovelys. (:
all ex 2E! WHOO~ ;D
 
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i feel so touched by 3-2 (:
shermaine! thanks soo much for the letter (: hees.
AND CHERIE YEO!!!! YOU'RE THE BESTEST OF THE BEST!
omg. the heart was pure sweetnest! (:
and wai leng for the sweet too! (: heh.
and how can i forget khoon hwa.
who gave me two packet of tissue paper to dry my tears.
THANKS SO MUCH MAN! (:
 
hmm.. right..
what happened today?
right, I SURPRISINGLY PASSED MY CHEMISTRY. ;D
sweet. a maths was pure crap.
careless like hell can?!
but hey, at least i passed.
people should be contented with what they already have (:
ohohoh, ENGLISH~ slack slack slack.
chatted with shermaine, cuthbert, mervyn and khoon hwa.
and mervyn is just pure random know?!
he was like asking me, '' EHEHEH! YOU KNOW THE SIGN?!"
me," huh?" *raises eyebrow*
mervyn," THE SIGN! that says,' do not step on grass"
me,"..... yaaaaarrrhhhh...."
mervyn," have you ever wondered how they even pitch the sign on the grass when they aren't allowed to step on the grass?!"
and he goes on to give that 'don't you find it cool?!' look.
me,"-.- mervyn leeee! how random and lame can you get. urgh."
 
the distorted star[that's leonard's toe -.-]
dear lord, i wish upon my crooked wishing star that...
i will be happy with the littlest things that happen in life.
i will get by this week, (or possibly until MYEs are over) without troubles.
*THAT LIVERPOOL WILL WIN CHELSEA IN THE CHAMPS LEAGUE THIS WEDNESDAY ;D*
the junes holidays will come as quick as possible!
amen.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
4月17日

hook me up

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i'm tired of my life. yes. already. i feel so in between. everythings not right. i want to close my eyes and open them and everything will just go right. i'm very frustrated today. with everything. i feel like throwing out everything i wear, 'cause i wanna startover new. i feel the whole weight of the world on my shoulders. i question myself most of the time," why am i doing this?" sometimes, i wanna get away some place, but i don't want to stay too long. screw today. screw yesterday. screw this whole week. "why can't everything stop?" i like the lights turned out, the sound of closing doors. it seems peaceful. i just want to be alone. "i'm going to crash and burn, i've lost my way, nothing left to say." i need to learn to relax. like really. i'm gonna pluck out all my hair soon. it's not funny. i'm not like the others who are so sure of themselves.

i don't need consolation. i don't need symphaty. i don't need insults. i don't need sorrys. i don't need,"it's alright"-s. i don't need,"everything will be fine"-s. i don't need a hug. i don't need help. i don't need chocolate. i don't need,"cheer up"-s. i don't need smiles. i don't need tears.

what i really need is someone to really listen. and just not say anything. 'cause no one seems to be doing that.

still, thanks cherie (: you're a really great friend (:

`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me

 

4月16日

don't just leave me hanging on

mirror says,'' so how was your day today?"
 
"horrible"
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
 
4月15日

just a thought.

everything's just seems to be turning to me..
i should be studying.
i just want everything to stop..
i should be studying.
but THANKFULLY.
i should be studying.
i have photos to keep me amused (:
amen to that.
 
namely two.
i should be studying.
 
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jun hao is..
MARY POPPINS WANNA BE! ;D
hahahha!
this photo, surprisingly, has managed to make me laugh.
like forever.
yes cherie, it is amusing (:
 
and know what?!
i just found out my camera is super cool! :D
IT'S HOT PINK! ;O
not only that.. it's zoom in is super good.
really!
thus, i got really amused reading this fine print in one of my photos.
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the shirt says,'' www.surfingbananas.com satisfying surfers everywhere"
I THINK IT'S DAMN COOL TO SEE A BANANA ON A SURFBOARD! ;D
like where do you get to see it these days?
 
oh right.
i should be studying.
 
honey, it's been way to long.
gimme a call.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me 
4月10日

MUSICAL :D

ohmigosh. :O
i don't know why.
but i think talking to xuan wei is super funny. (:
 
anyway,
i had a big accomplishment today! :D
i can like finally do PROPER makeup!
for dance that it.
michelle taught me (:
i just admire her soo much luh.
she does makeup so well,
AND SHE TAUGHT ME TODAY HOW! :D
 
MUSICAL 2008!
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i took manymany photos with yuanyuan today :D
i love taking pictures with her! :D
and talking to her too! :D
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ooh lookie here, that's yong han!
my BITCHING PARTNER :D
he's all mine girls! (: hee.
he looks bloody emo in the picture luh :O
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xu tuo (:
he got super excited again.
and he looks wayang with all his makeup!
serious!
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valerie! (:
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inn yee (:
both our eyebrows look butt ugly.
mdm sabina insisted that we drew our eyebrows ):
horrible.
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JULIA! :D
she's like younger than me.
but TALLER ):
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syafiq! (:
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khaikal! (:
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here's khaikal and yong han doing stupid poses for the camera!
i perosnally like the second one! (:
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yuanyuan (:
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sherweine (:
silly girl.
she's gives me advise but she can't heed her own.
cheer up honey!
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the WORK dancers!
:D these people are love man (:
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li xuan (:
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yolander! (:
she's my first volunteer!
to like have her make up done by me.
see?! isn't she pretty? :D
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ledia (:
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cherie! (:
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yuhanis!
our dear senior dancer (:
she's a great dancer (:
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FREESTYLERS ROCK ON MAN! ;D
 
after the whole dance thing,
i was like rushing back to the dance studio.
i was afraid i would miss gerald and the rest.
so i like quickly quickly sms.
YAY! i didn't miss them! (:
met them after musical,
and PICCCTTTUUURREEESSS :D
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group shot! :D
with last year's president and vice,
pei rong and henrietta (:
this year's RETIRED gerald as president (:
and the two RETIRED vice presidents yuan song and jun hao (:
of course, with me and cherie in the picture (:
and gerald, i'm soo not covering you in the photo lor!
your WHOLE face can be seen.
SEE. SEE. SEE. :D
hahaha.
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gerald!
i think the medal is damn cool!
i hope i get it next year man (:
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jun hao!
ohmigosh.
he has a medal and like is in his NCC uniform.
damn stylo man (:
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from this picture, i can tell that canoeist eat alot.
yuan song!
see how much food he took?
 
that's all the pictures for today!
went home with cherie and leonard!
sorry ah leo, didn't take bus back with you. ):
 
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shit. xuan wei just made me all angry.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
4月7日

& it's all the littlest things

TOP 3 REASONS I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL
i'm grateful....
- for my sore throat that gave me this INCREDIBLY SEXAY VOICE. (:
  .... sadly, it was for only the weekend.
- that i'm going to pass my a maths test! :D
  .................. not really grateful for that, i do that all the time.
- FOR CHOCOLATE. (:
 
and i just cannot wait for this week to be over!
no particular reason.
just for all the wrong ones,
and the right ones.
 
TOP 3 I SHOULDS IN MY LIFE NOW
i should... continue living (: my top priority!
i should eat... MORE CHOCOLATE! keep it coming honey..
i should spend more time with... my guitar.
 
 
& now that we're breaking apart; all you can do is hold me
look in the mirror and say hi to yourself.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me