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11月26日

photos :)

hey peeps.
no. these are not the photos from FOY.
not yet. i was looking throught friendster profiles.
and took some from sam :) heh.
 
sam,sab,yanli,ahmad!
ok, this pic is huge. whatever. i don't recall when we took this :T
 
sabina is super busy this week.
ahh. busybusybusy.
tuesday- going library to study~ :O
wednesday- watching movie :D
thursday- with buddyleo/buddy taohui/brother
 
shit. i can't remember what i'm doing on friday. :(
ahh.. i'm suppose to be doing my homework.
but whatever. i still have next week.
 
i want you to be the captain of my submarine honey :)
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me 

FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH IS LOVE

HEY YOU LAZY BUMS OUTSIDE!
yes you! who's at home,
sitting infront of the computer screen!
hahaha.
but you're not lazy anymore.
want to know why?
'cause you're reading this! :D
hahaha! okok. cut the crap.
 
anyway, yesterday was fountain of youth performance at sentosa! :)
so fun man.
don't ask me why they call it the fountain of youth.
quite lame lah.
we thought will have fountain lor.
and there wasn't any fountain in sight around the small stage.
so cheat our feelings lah.
anyway.
it was super hot in the morning.
the stage was burning please.
black rubber.
my, what a smart choice for the material on stage.
bravo.
practiced twice.
debrief. and went to the tentative tent.
my god. 3 schools were suppose to fit in there!
so small. :T
i know i know. i'm complaining ALOT.
 
LUNCH BREAK!
damn fun! (:
went with SIHUI, HUI LIAN, HAN LYN, CHERIE, YU QIAN AND INN YEE!
we're rangers! :D
hahaha. i don't have the photo yet :(
han lyn haven't send me. boo.
yu qian was yellow ranger.
cherie was red ranger.
hui lian was orange ranger.
sihui was pink ranger.
i was purple ranger.
inn yee was blue ranger.
han lyn was green ranger.
SO COOL LAH.
stupid sihui.
i wanted pink. :(
anyway. the clown man helped us with the ranger part.
he made us somewhat like balloon watches/bracelet.
whichever lah.
then hui lian started the ranger thing.
SHE WAS SUPER HYPER PLEASE.
really!
 
so went to the images of singapore museum.
whoo~ cherie is handicapped! HAHAHA.
watch some movie thing.
then walk around.
so fun man.
OHOHOH! have this part, where huilian posed as a statue!
HAHAHAHA. DAMN FUNNY.
she look like! then have this middle aged couple walk by.
then she unfreeze and say hi!
omg. the lady was super shocked/scared/suprised.
damn funny.
me and yu qian bought coke.
the rest bought sprite/ice-cream/coffee.
then we walk the fountain thingy.
so fun!
sihui got wet.
ahah! :P
she made me wet :( stupid sihui.
 
PERFORMANCE TIME!
yay! parents and brother came.
took the indian group photo shot. :)
and thanks steph! for helping with my hair and make up. :)
performance was ok.
daddy video-ed it. not bad.
walked vivo and went home.
 
I PROMISE PHOTOS FOR THIS!
right after han lyn and daddy sends me the photos. hah.
 
sabina has to do homework.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
11月22日

crimson butterfly and the fish

today is so sucky so far.
although it's only it the morning
it sucks like hell.
first, i'm stuck at home.
and have to cancel whatever plans i have today.
because of that stupid whatever HDB officier that just HAD to come today.
so lame luh.
i had to wake up super early. *rolls eye*
 
anyway. sabina wants to tell a story today.
about her crimson butterfly and a fish.
 
i held my grip tightly, holding on for dear life.
'i can't let go. i can't let go.' i thought to myself.
i bite my lip nervously, as i pray i don't mess up and let go of the line.
the hook is caught on the fish, i reel in the line to be more safe.
'i can't take any chances.'
i look at the other people fishing.
they all have a hook, on the same fish.
i thought to myself before. like many times
'why do they all have a hook, on the same fish?'
i close my eyes, my grip on the fishing line, still as tight as ever.
i lie back on the grass, and open my eyes. hoping that the other people,
that has a hook on the same fish, would just give up and go away.
i have serious fierce competition for that particular fish.
sometimes, i'm not even sure why i don't give.
and just try my luck with another fish.
i mean, i had felt like i was at the losing end many a times.
but why? why can't i just let go?
suddenly, the reel is spinning like mad. i break from my thoughts and sit upright again.
one of the other fishermen had just tried to reel in the whole fish!
i panicked and try to get whole of myself.
i struggled to reel in the fish.
'i can't loose this fish. i can't.'
alas, with all my strength, i reeled in the fish closer to me!
the other fishermen saw what i was doing and did the same.
there was a many as 10 hooks on that fish.
or maybe, even more.
i don't really see how i stand a chance on getting that fish.
then again, if i feel that way, why am i trying so hard?
the other fishermen and me are tired, we all still held on to our fishing lines
but sat down and just let the fish swim on it's own this time.
i'm physically, mentally, and emotionally very tired from tyring to get this fish
i haven't got enough rest just because of it.
''is it really worth it?'' crimson butterfly whispers silently into my ear.
i close my eyes and tears roll down.
'i don't know.' i reply the little crimson butterfly.
'sometimes i think i try to hard and get nothing out of it;'
the fish still isn't in my posession.' i continue.
''then what do you plan to do now?'' crimson butterlfy replies.
i think really really hard but no answer comes to my mind.
it remains blank.
crimson butterfly continues,'' if you know you're gonna get nothing out of it;''
''yet you put so much effort in. and if you continue on this way, you're only gonna hurt yourself.''
'but...' i'm completely lost for words as i try to find a better excuse for holding on to that fish.
i think really hard again. but somehow, my mind can't think of a better excuse.
i look at the fish i was holding on to, trying desperately to catch.
why am i holding onto you?
it's a great catch. i love it alot. i know, if it's in my posession, i will be happy.
i know, i just know. but why can't i think of an excuse of why i will be happy?
i look at my hands.
they're tired and full of cuts and blisters from trying so hard to reel it in.
again, i feel a tug on the fishing line.
i stand up to struggle to reel it in.
tears roll down profusely as i scream,' don't go. you can't go.'
''you have to let go! living things, the tighter you hold on to them, the more they won't want to come back to you.''
''they will come back to you someday if you let go.''
i stare at the crimson butterfly as her words echoed like a bell in my head.
i can't think straight. ''you have to let go.... they won't want to come back...''
my hands are holding on still. do i let go?
 
people, think of the fish as something you really wanted for a long time.
that you've been trying so hard all these days/months/years just trying to get it.
do you let go? are you really at a losing end if you hold on?
 
i need help in this story, do i let go of the fish? answer at my guestbook please.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
 
 
11月18日

2 EXCELLENCE 2007

HEY PEOPLE! *WAVES*
ok, i'm much much better now :D
hah. THANKS SIHUI[3S] AND CHERIE! <3
and i rally want to dedicate this post to 2 EXCELLENCE 2007.
omg. i love you people so much.
i was looking through my photo files the other day.
i miss my people :( alot.
so yes. i'll go one by one. :)
i'm sorry if i didn't mention you.
probably means that i don't have a photo taken with you.
no hard feelings.
sabina loves evrybody in 2 excellence '07. :D
it's not in any order too.
 
MY DAHLINGS~
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see these 12 retarded people?
they are US! YAY!
yes. i love these people the most in 2E.
and i will miss them lotslots next year.
i LOVE  sherry, simin, sihui, mai, sitian, syahida, joyce, samantha, rachael, yanli, teri <3
 
SITIAN
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YAY~ i love her lah. so much :)
she teaches me chinese so much that i improved! :D
SHERRY
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yay! sometimes i think i got my retardedness from her.
hahaha. she's nice to share secrets with :) and shopping! :D
SAMANTHA
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I LOVE HER.  i tell her most of my problems :)
and she understands me. :)
and she cries with me too! :D thanks hon.
TERI
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she rocks lah. that time i remember.
she cried when she saw me cry. omg. TERI! :D
she's a sweet and pretty girl :)
SYAHIDA
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YAY SYAHIDA. she and her mood swings.
but that's what i like about her. especially when she's hyper.
she'll be super retarded and that's fun :)
SIMIN
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I STILL REMEMBER! KOREAN MADNESS~
hahaha! i will do the dance with her! whoo~
she's super pro in chinese, and damn smart :)
YANLI
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I LOVE THAT BUBBLY GIRL NEXT TO ME IN THE PHOTO. :D
i can talk to her on the phone for hours. :)
and laugh with her non stop. cute girl she is :)
MAI
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that's mai TAKEMORI. hahaha! she and her blonde hair. :)
she's one of my MCRmy fans- friend :) she needs to go tan lah.
she's so fair.
JOYCE
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I LOVE HER CHIBI DRAWINGS OF ME! :)
i never will want to lose her. she's uber nice and considerate. :)
a heart of gold she is. :D
SIHUI
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BARNEY~ i love you, you love me, we are one big family! :)
hahaha. she dam primary school as me. don't play play ah.
i love her blurness :)
RACHAEL
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i realise this is the only photo i have with rachael
because now she won't let me take pictures with her 'cause she thinks she looks like a mushroom!
she ah. retarded girl. :) but very nice :)
2 EXCELLENCE 2007
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from this photo you can tell 2e is UNITED.
we may have super bad reputation with all the teachers.
but hey, we PLAY HARD. and STUDY HARD. and teachers are pleased with our results. :)
temperamental. loud. naughty. GENIUS. retarded. I LOVE 2E`07.
HAIKAL
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HE IS SUPER SWEET AND NICE LAH. i miss the times when he was my biology partner. :(
super retarded and fun when he mess up. HAHAHA.
MARK
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HE IS MY SECOND BIOLOGY PARTNER.
like after haikal.
he is super smart please. and he's leaving tms next year :(
so sad. nice guy :) love his accent. hahaha!
CUTHBERT
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he's my mentor! :D hahaha. sort of lah.
he help me in being a class manager. :)
like when i get super anxious,'' HOW?1 HOW?! HOW?!''
then he'll always say,'' relax. come down. don't need so gan chiong.''
AHMAD
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VERY nice guy (:
i saw what he wrote when he voted for me for the outstanding student.
so sweet lah. thanks ahmad :)
YONG HAN
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I CAN BITCH WITH HIM FOREVER.
he rocks man. i love sitting with him in class.
we keep bitching about the same people and we never get bored.
he is damn slow sometimes. which is funny :)
KHISHAL 
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YAY KHISHAL. :D
he help me download the songs i want evrytime :)
and he gave me JT's album for my birthday! :)
we motivate each other during the exams lah.
JING EN
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but i call him en en. hahaha!
he is nice lah. :) damn fun to talk to.
GIN YANG
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HE'S A GOOD COOK. hahaha!
really! he help me bbq 'cause i can't cook. heh.
very funny. his ideas are retarded. :) but he's damn fun to have around.
JING JIE
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AND YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE! :D
i should have wore my liverpool shirt too!
haiya. one of my liverpool fans buddy.
his laugh is damn funny! hahaha!
TECK KEONG
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he ah. think he so big deal man.
everytime in class act blur. stupid. hahaha.
but very funny guy.
FADHIL
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AWW. fadhil. he left 2e earlier to study in newcastle.
I WANNA GO! :( smart and funny guy.
MY BIRTHDAY CAKE :)
sabina's b'dae cake [2]sabina's b'dae cake [3]
okok, i know this has nothing to do with 2e.
but i came across this photo and had to upload it.
YES!  my dahlings bought it for me on my birthday! :)
feel the love. :D it's my fave. CHOCOLATE CAKE.
i thick layer of chocolate and one thin layer of chocolate sponge.
so cool and sinfully sweet, :D
MICHELLE
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she very pretty and smart lah. *jealous*
hahaha. he's from vietnam. scholar. :D
damn smart.
 
ok, that's like all the photos i can find.
i thought i took with khoon hwa.
don't know where is it.
sorry to those that i didn't write about.
i don't have pictures with you! :(
if you have any with me, send me! :D
then i'll add it in.
 
anyway, i love 2e alot lah.
will miss them to bits and pieces next year :(
so sad. we MUSTMUSTMUST have a class chalet every year.
 
2 EXCELLENCE 2007 IS LOVED BY SABINA.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
11月13日

heavily broken

hey peeps.
ok, i'm not myself today.
i'm not even sure why i'm typing out this post.
but whatever.
i don't care who reads this, even you.
like i said, bear with me.
i'm not in the mood for anything hyper now.
 
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hatin
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end
 
had dance today.
didn't really danced my best though.
no mood. and hello blisters.
ok gerard was in a relatively jovial mood today.
steps were sick man.
but whatever.
 
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

talked to sihui and cherie after dance
sihui is a happy kid :)
i'm happy for her.
my day today sucks currently so don't ask how it went.
talked talked talked.
somehow, managed not to cry.
thanks sihui! :)
i love you~
she's right. *YOU SUCK MAN*
i'm not revealing who that asshole is.
that asshole made my today utter miserable.
thanks cherie <3
 
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

i love my big brother :)
he takes care of me.
and buys me bacardi. :)
yay big brother.
he might if he has cash.
thanks bro!
 
Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care
 
did i mention?
i got my guitar!
yay. *strum strum strum*
i suck at it now though.
but whatever.
i learnt the major chords already! :D

 

&people, bear with me.

no photos for the moment. & tag please! :D

 

`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me


 

 

 


 
 

 

 


11月9日

don't waste your time

it seems you can't hear me
when i open my mouth
you never listen
you say stay
but what does that mean?
do you think i honestly,
want to be reminded forever?
 
HELLO DEARIES!
ok, today currently sucks.
i don't know what the hell my brother did to the computer
but it's lagging like crazy.
WHY CAN'T HE USE HIS WON COMPUTER.
so much for calling it my computer.
geez. THANKS SO MUCH MY LOVELY BROTHER FOR MAKING MY COMPUTER LAG.
 
so now i have to use my mummy's account.
not as lag as mine, but yea, still lagging. :T
so i can't post photos for the time being. :(
 
don't waste your time
trying to fix
what i wanna erase
what i need to forget
don't waste your time on me
my friend,
friend, what does that even mean?
i don't want your hand you'll only pull me down
so save your breath
don't waste your song
on me, on me,
don't waste your time
it's over
 
went to school today. like a few minutes ago
to get my costume from the dance studio
'cause i'm supposed to borrow ashwini's
she said in the dance studio.
so went to school
wth lah.
go school, call all the teachers.
then the office dude tells me
''hmm. i think all of them have gone home. ''
ok fine. so i make a wasted trip.
grr.
decided to take the long journey home.
since i don't want to go home (but here i am)
'cause my brother and his idiot friends are here.
 
it's not easy
not answering
everytime i wanna talk to you
but i can't
if you want to know
the hell i put myself through
replaying memories in my head of you and i
everynight
 
ohohoh! and i have an electronic-pet now!
a chihuahua! :D
it's my second one. :T
'cause my first one died. :(
eh! not my fault!
i didn't know i need to buy food for it.
'cause i thought it was unlimited like water. :T
so i didn't buy food.
and it eventually died of hunger :(
BUT! you people out there who think i can't handle a pet,
my second chihuahua is doing perfectly fine! :D
it can do lots of tricks ok!
and it loves me! :D
it's a game boy advance game.
hahaha. i'm being ultra lame.
 
and you're talking
you're trying, trying to get in
but it's over, it's over my friend
protect me, you had me, you left me
but it's over it's over my friend
so don't waste your time
 
crimson butterfly says:''you really got yourself into deep trouble this time sabby.''
 
                                ''shit....''
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
11月7日

freakshow

hey peeps. (: *waves*
yes! i'm alive! hahaha!
why do i say that?
lets see...
 
YESTERDAY
hmm. probably my first dance practice in like, 2, 3 months?
so ya. i thought i would just die in gerard's practices again
so, i panicked.
like really. i don't know the whole dance for the song 'work'.
*i'm gonna die. i'm gonna die.*
so yes, i called some dancers for help :D
so met HUIYING, KHAIKAL, SYAFIQ AND YONG HAN :D
yay! thanks peeps! like so much!
for teaching me and cherie the dance! :)
now all i need is the song, so i can self-prac.
anyone?
 
sherweine and valerie came with donuts for us after that.
THANKS PEEPS! :)
yong han and i was talking about KRISPY KREME
the king of all donuts! whoo~
later continued learning the dance
ok. yong han has no idea what he's teaching me
he like teach halfway then say, ''EH WRONG WRONG WRONG.''
slow!
aiya. i'm gonna missmissmiss YONG HAN so much :(
not same class anymore. :(
no more lame-ing with him
no more bitching with him
no more LAUGHING at him. XD
he is entertainment!
at least still have dance to see him :)
 
ANYWAY, DANCE!
omg. i'm performing for Fountain Of Youth at sentosa.
shit. *i'm gonna die. i'm gonna die*
but surprisingly.
i didn't get scolded/punished/killed by gerard.
and SURVIVED THE WHOLE DANCE LESSON.
YAY ME! i should give myself a gold star. heh.
 
so later me and cherie cabbed down to chong zheng.
to see MRS OLIVEIRO! :D
i missmissmiss her so muchy.
megan and SINCERE couldn't go.
haiyo. that sincere go out with his girlfriend ah! :P
watched the prize presentation performance.
THE KIDDOS ARE SO ADORABLE!
not bad luh, their dance.
although i don't know what their doing :P
but yea. HUGGED MRS OLIVEIRO and left.
 
TODAY
went to grandma's.
she can't walk. she's immobile.
MY GOD :( :( :( :( :(
don't disturb me.
i'm miserable.
talked to her.
and in between our conversations i saw that she kept holding her leg
she was in so much pain
but yet i couldn't do anything
but just sit back and ask her,'' are you ok?''
her reply throughout when i asked her, was always the same
''*shakes head* how can i be ok?''
stupid wet floors should get banned in singapore.
 
FINALLY. talked to xuan wei online.
he everytime busy one sia.
maple. maple. maple. haiyo. haha.
then got one part:
[c=12][b][c=30][[Xuan wei___ ]][/c]*--_--*Mr Lonely...*--_--*[/b][/c] says:
 O.0
SABBY_*   crimson butterfly]] freakshow]] says:
HAHAHA 
SABBY_*   crimson butterfly]] freakshow]] says:
so cute the hamster

[c=12][b][c=30][[Xuan wei___ ]][/c]*--_--*Mr Lonely...*--_--*[/b][/c] says:
no..is i cute..cos i'm the one to type and let the hamster out^^
[c=12][b][c=30][[Xuan wei___ ]][/c]*--_--*Mr Lonely...*--_--*[/b][/c] says:
 XD
ok, so the O.0 is suppose to be a hamster blinking at you.
DAMN CUTE.
so yes. xuan wei is lame.
 
it's time for sabina to attempt housework! :D
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
11月5日

random

hey people,
i'm just bored. :T
like really bored.
 
CHEN EE called me in the morning.
talktalktalk. ok.
meeting him tmr at chong zheng.
just because he wants to see the picture?
OHYES! PICTURE! freaky lah :(
 
MEGAN called me ystd and told me about it.
like wth?!
she was explaining to me every single detail please
''look closely.'' ''zoom in.'' ''can you see a face?''
my god *faints*
i cried looking at the picture. wtf ?!
i got so freaked out. i was like ''omgomgomg. megan! i was in that picture!''
i was :T the 'face' was on the well that we made.
i WAS IN THAT WELL. F*** man.
the features are damn clear please.
the eyes. the mouth. the nose. you can even see the ear!
shit. i was asking megan,'' am i going to be ok?''
''is anything gonna happen to me?''
'' am i gonna die?''
 
so ya. CHEN EE wants to see the pictures.
and i'll probably cry seeing/explaining to him tmr.
MRS OLIVEIRO! i'm gonna see her too! :D
hopefully, the dough in her hair has all fall off. :)
tmr! MEGAN. CHEN EE. MRS OLIVEIRO :)
 
i'm feeling emo :/
i wanna talk to sihui.
i wanna talk to samantha.
i just talked to sherry.
love that girl. :)
 
i feel unloved.
hearing to sappy love songs. ARGH.
eh, ask me out. :( please?
see? now i'm talking to myself. god.
the television's on animal planet.
i don't know why.
jeff corwin's catching snakes.
i'm home alone.
i should be packing my room.
i should be calling my grandma.
i should be turning off the television to save electricity.
i should be jumping for joy since my big bro isn't bugging me.
i should be crying 'cause i'm still so freaked out about the picture.
i should be thinking if i should go for dance tmr.
i should be calling buddyleo asking him to see grandma on wed.
i should have send off my daddy at the airport in the morning.
i should be calling daddy to see how is he in vietnam.
i should be turning off the phone charger.
i should be out.
i should be drinking bacardi. :)
i should be replying to xuan wei's sms even though i'm 2 days late.
i should just stop typing.
 
still stuck in the middle.
crimson butterfly. help me pick a path.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
11月4日

HAUNTED HOUSE/DANCE OPEN HOUSE :D

hey peeps!
let me start with friday! :)
 
HAUNTED HOUSE
went back to chong zheng to help with the haunted house!
muahahaha. :) i love scaring little kiddos.
SHANICE fetched me from the gate! haha.
the security uncle is scary man.
why didn't we think of putting him in the haunted house?!  :P
omg. SHANICE! you changed so much. :)
and that's a good thing.
but you still very fierce lah.
i'm sure cheeyang will be damn shocked to see you. :)
hahaha.
ME AND CHEN EE
pay no attention to me.
pay attention to that retard beside me. :)
hahaha. that's the only photo i have with CHEN EE.
asshole :)
hahaha. i come only he say,'' SABINA! COME SO LATE LAH.''
i expected ,'' sabina! so happy to see you!'' :D
i thought i had a position in the haunted house.
you know, to scare the little kiddos.
but crowd control needed me more.
hahaha. so did crowd control with ASSHOLE CHEN EE.
eh brother, kidding ah.
MEGAN! omg. i miss her so much lah. :(
so glad to see her again! :D
 
went down to canteen to take chair with CHEN EE.
eh, thanks for the water ah! :)
and apparently, i think i know why the crowd is bad.
because chen ee just sits there and does nothing about it. -.-
like seriosuly lah.
after that, MRS OLIVEIRO! whoo~
my dear p6 teacher :D
she had dough in her hair. :(
so poor thing lah.
then me and chen ee help take out the dough.
wakaka. like monkeys taking out flees! :P
clean up haunted house with CHEN EE.
then bring down the gym mats.
OHOHOH! THIS IS THE SCARY PART. LIKE REALLY.
we were on the 2nd floor where the hall is see?
the lift and hall is like 10 MINUTES WALK.
gym mats were at the lift.
so me and chen ee like bring the mats from the lift to hall
NOTE: HALL LIGHT WAS OFF. NOBODY ON THAT LEVEL EXCEPT US.
even the cleaner auntie said don't on the lights.
CHEN EE went off for music lessons -.-
so MEGAN came and help me.
when we went to the hall.
megan asked,'' WHY IS THE HALL SO BRIGHT AH?''
me,'' *looks up* don't know leh.''
me,'' OMG. THE LIGHTS ARE ON.''
me,'' megan, the lights are not supposed to be on! it's not!''
me,'' omgomgomg. faster go!''
*ahem* i was panicking mind you.
me,''*tugs megan's shirt* quick!''
megan,'' are you sure?! *gives suspicious stare*"
me,'' YES!!! REALLY! YOU ASK CHEN EE LAH!''
megan goes ahead and call chen ee.
megan puts down phone.
me,'' what he say? *bites lip*''
megan,'' he say he didn't on the lights.... *starting to get freaked out*''
me,'' OH MY F***. MEGANMEGAN! AHH. QUICK. I WANT GO BACK.''
megan,'' you know what else he say?''
me,'' what?''
megan,'' may god bless both of you. =.=''
me,'' wah lao. stupid sia he.''
so what i'm trying to say is,
between that 10 minute time frame
nobody could have on the lights.
if they could, that person would have walked by us. freaky.
me and megs walked around the school after that.
took pictures. damn dark please.
& we found some stuff in some of the pictures.
well, megan did.
and my god, i was in one of the pictures!
i shall not elaborate.
 
DANCE OPEN HOUSE
YAY! damn fun lah.
running around the whole school finding/stealing balloons with CHERIE!
she ah. damn hyper.
then in the morning brought bee hoon to school.
wth. yong han brought chicken rice. -.-
so me yong han and cherie ate outside the dance studio.
omg. like hawker centre sia.
told them about the class chalet.
yong han lah. never stay over night. :(
yong han said i was crazy :( idiot.
and SIHUI! i told her too! :)
she was damn 'fascinated' by my story. :D
because i got drunk and did stupid things.
danced awhile.
watch performance.
talked to sihui.
she says i have lady luck :)
hahaha. because i have a way with cute guys.
aww. don't get jealous sihui. :P
JOKING JOKING! i owe sihui his picture :)
don't know why talked about animals after that.
CHERIE SADIST SIA.
laugh about animals.
then me and sihui was like,'' so bad :(''
macdonald-ed
then CAM WHORED! :D
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I LOVE SIHUI :)
i love talking to her. :)
and that's my orange giraffe!
credits to sitian :)
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that's my bitchy partner!
YONGHAN~ see luh. not same class as me next year :(
somehow, he hates this picture. hah.
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YAY CHERIE! since primary school :)
it's like hmm.. been friends with her since.. p4 right?
hah.
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THAT'S MY RETARDED CHOCOLATE BUDDY! <3
we love dark chocolate :)
and we love each other :)
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that's han lyn!
she's my senior in dance!
and my senior class manager too! YAY! :)
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that's syafiq! DANCE FRIEND :)
wanted to take pictures with ledia, inn yee and khaikal.
but couldn't :(
camera went dead X(
nevermind. next tuesday's dance practice! :)
hah. if i'm going :P
 
now i know the difference.
but i still don't know which to choose.
howhowhow? help. :(
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
11月1日

i'm being loved!

ok. i know i posted already.
but i was blog surfing and went to CUTHBERT'S blog.
and i saw this:
Sabina(OUR BELOVED 2E class manager)
omg. i felt damn touched lah.
thanks! :D
&& i got voted 2nd for outstanding student in my class.
*guai kia alert* whistle blows
hahaha. i'm not ok. just.. i don't know?
i prefer to think that i was voted because i was loved by people :D
yay! mr soh passed me the votes and remarks.
I WAS SO TOUCHED I ALMOST CRIED.
it was sooo sweet luh some of the remarks.
i'm blessed ro have great friends! :D
 
AND SAMANTHA! IF YOU SEE THIS! CALL ME STRAIGHT AWAY!
IT'S IMPORTANT! ;D you should know what it's about! hah.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
 

CLASS CHALET :D

hello people!
ok, i made up my mind.
i'm not gonna post up the melbourne photo
if you want then you can just ask me to show you. :)
hah. i want post up the class chalet!
it's damn fun please :D
most memorable :)
 
MORNING 
called samantha in the morning
AND CHIONGED PACKING.
i seriously need to get rid my my this last minute packing thingy habit :T
then after that went to tampines interchange to meet them
aiyo. SAMANTHA AH SAMANTHA.
she ah. always late one. hahaha.
i missed 2 trains waiting for her.
see? i'm not THAT late :)
yanli on the train also.
then we 3 walked to white sands
to meet RACHAEL, TERI, SITIAN, SHERRY, JOYCE && MAI!
omg. that mai ah.
SHE LOOKS SOO CUTE NOW!
HAHAHA. with her BLONDE hair.
or whatever that colour is :P
she is so japanese now!
met sihui and simin at the supermarket.
then went to downtown.
 
AFTERNOON
that mr soh very blur :P
hahaha. he told his wife the wrong chalet!
then we wait so long man.
went to check in.
then went arcade
didn't play much. so me and yanli walked back to meet shyda.
then CAM WHORE~
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i don't know why the pictures are blur.
WHYWHYWHY?!
but still can see mai right?
ISN'T SHE SO CUTE NOW?!
& she loves me :D hah.
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SITIAN <3
she was so busy running around
making sure everything's ok.
she very power! :D hah
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my little xiao yanli <3
She so cute sia.
gonna miss her loads next year :(
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TEEERIIII! <3
she ah. bring such a bulky bag to chalet.
guess what's in it?
HER TOFU.
hahah! it's her soft toy! she ah.
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samantha honey! <3
she rocks my world man.
only a part of it *ahem*
HAHAHA! i tell her almost everything :)
i say almost because the only stuff i don't tell her are about my family :)
see? YAY! i love her.
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SHYDASHYDA.
i see syahida :) hahaha.
she went home early lah.
but i remember she was damn hyper ystd. :)
thanks for the chicken wings! hah.
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joyce! my partner class manager
hurhurhur. she did most of the bbq-ing
whoo~ go joyce. and i see retarded syahida in the background :P
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SIMIN!!!!
she didn't stay over :(
so sad sia. but she's damn smart lah.
3/1 next year. HAIYO. so unfair.
hah. gonna miss her :(
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SHERRY!!! <3
yay! that *coughBIMBOcough*
HAHAHA! kidding!
she's damn funny and fun to have around.
confirm will laugh one.
YAY! looking forward to be in the same class next year :)
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1st row[left to right] : AHMAD! YONGHAN! CUTHBERT!
2nd row[left to right] : MARK! ZITENG! GIN YANG!
3rd row[left to right] : JING JIE! KHISHAL! HAIKAL!
4th row[left to right] : JING EN! TECK KEONG!
 
NIGHT
i remember the people staying over like split into 2 groups.
DOTA GANG~ and STAY IN THE CHALET GANG~
hahah. i can't think of a better name.
i was in the STAY IN THE CHALET GANG.
along with sitian, joyce, teri, samantha, sihui, yanli and ahmad
played TRUTH OF DARE.
OH MY F***.
i can't believe i did that dare!
you see, the next room to us right?
have this group of guys.
then before that. one of them just randomly slide his number under our door.
& you know what my dare was?
TO GO IN THEIR ROOM AND JUMP ON THEIR BED 3 TIMES.
*smacks face*
i did that. i did that. i did that.
ok. i was a little high from beer, and so were the rest :P
bacardi. hahaha.
after doing that embarassing dare, went back to our room and laugh like crazy.
& you know what?
the guy who's bed i jumped on, asked for my number.
omfg. he slid the paper under the door!
hahaha! so cute lah. but kind of cliche?
everyone else was saying ,'' sabina, better not give luh. not save.''
so they helped me reply the letters. like wtf.
not a good idea. my friends and them ended up 'arguing'.
i felt damn guilty lah.
i mean, i jumped on his bed? & my friends just like 'scold' him?
:( WHYWHYWHY?!?!
argh. now, i can't stop thinking about it. him. they. me. whatever.
 
nobody has to know.
i'm waiting patiently for the respond.
& i don't feel guilty.
 
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me