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1月31日 losing my wayeverything's not right.
everything's just not right.
what more crap can just happen to me this year?
*deleted*
i'm just super careless.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
ok fine.
i'm fine with the not being able to get full marks part.
but why was i so careless?
not only for e math and a math.
but also physics and chemistry.
WHY?!
i read melting as boiling.
i converted 1000000g as 2kg.
F*CK MAN.
*deleted* like my personal life isn't screwed enough. my school life has to suck too.
i should have listened to mdm tan and not take triple.
i'm not getting along well with daddy this year at all.
it's either i don't talk to him.
or i talk to him and end up quarrelling.
might as well not talk.
chocolates.
they help me escape.
the pleasure of it just melting in my mouth.
hmmm. delightful.
i'm constantly drowning my worries in chocolates.
dark chocolates to be exact.
it's the best drug to keep me going.
it keeps me awake.
it prevents me from breaking down.
lovely chocolates.
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
1月28日 omg.. you seriously changed..this is one of the days i don't have the monday blues! ;D
ok, maybe a little from that stupid math test.
which is so pissing me off.
BECAUSE I WAS SO FUCKING CARLESS I TELL YOU!
omg. *faints*
i could have gotten full marks you know?!
FULL MARKS YOU KNOW?!
.... :D but who cares, I PASSED! ;D
sorry.. mood swings are taking over me.
anyway.
i FINALLY GOT THE PHOTOS FROM SITIAN! ;D
YAY!
SAMANTHA ;D
SITIAN ;D
JOYCE ;D
TERI ;D
YANLI ;D , SAMANTHA ;D , ME ;D;D;D
US AGAIN! ;D
US AT MAC'S! ;D
yanli extra! is the only white shirt!
BOOO~
omg. ok...
i was so hyper from sparing i guess..
ok.. not so hyper.. SUPER HYPER.
OMG! *GASPS* ;O
SHERRY'S PREGNANT?!
and what's up with the curtain shirt? ;O
HAHAHA!
yanli looks like :O in the photo. :P
anway, about today at school.
or in school. whatevds.
ya, IT WAS SO FUN!
like.. talk talk talk.
ok fine. we were gossipping. :O
i know.. i'm horrible.
but i'm really nice most of the time. :D
HONESTLY.
yea so anyway, teri was like a lost sheep in our conversations about *coughs*
she was like,' huh? how come i don't know one? TELL ME! TELL ME!'
sherry and rachael did most of the story telling.
omg.. THE STORIES ABOUT *COUGHS* ARE SOO INTERESTING *BEAMS*
i contributed a little.. just a teeny weeny bit of story. ;)
see, i ain't that bad. HAHAHA!
i know i can't really judge *coughs* from the stories i hear.
but i have to say that *coughs* certainly changed a whole lot.
like wow.. where did the real you go?
and the best part is..
I HAVE TO ACT BLUR LIKE I KNOW NOTHING!
SO COOL RIGHT?!
so yes.. i didn't hear any of the gossips.
i didn't know anything about *coughs*
and i should just get on with my life. (:
A man with a Midas touch
Intoxicate me on the rush Stop you're making me blush People are looking at us `you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
1月26日 moving on...junk mail... junk mail... junk mail... junk.... oh! 'important' mail! *reads mail*... sighs... *classifies under junk mail* it doesn't really matter if i reply all the junk mails does it? oh well. *deletes inbox*
they couldn't believe i did it but i was so committed my life was so restricted for you i just dove inside it blind couldn't see but swam inside thought that'd be romantic for you my friends just said you'd play me but i just said they're crazy while i was crying, praying was is true?
please honey get over it I HAVE A LONG TIME AGO.
WHERE'S THE PHOTOS FROM SITIAN?! ;O faster send me ok?! :D
omg.. YOU CARE! ;D omg.. you really do care... *sulks* that's an example of my stupid mood swings
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me 1月25日 NO SCHOOL!peeps, i'm super lazy to update.
so i'll just cut a long story short alright?
no school today.
went out with sitian, sam, joyce, yanli, simin.
 we watched 27 dresses (:
not bad..
it was quite funny and very sweet (:
after that went to macs to eat.
AND CAMWHORED AT MACS!
I know, lame place to cam whore,
thus we attracted alot of attention :O
SITIAN
SAMANTHA
I took alot of photos with sam until yanli got so frustrated with us.
hahaha. :P
YANLI
JOYCE
joyce look so ultra cute in the second photo! hahaha!
SIMIN
MIRROR! (:
This was after the movie (:
in the toilet.
yes i know. ultra blur.
there were alot of random shots!
like these
there's this candid shot of me and yanli i so love!
it's this:
nice right?!
'cause it's like so natural smiling and all
hahaha. (:
AND OH!
this photo of yanli is so cool!
us (:
JOYCE LOOK SO CUTE IN THE FIRST PHOTO!
SO FUNNY!
LOOK AT HER RETARDED FACE! XP
hahaha! so cute lah she.
she was so spastic today.
sorry simin not inside!
she was the one who help us take.
sitian, yanli, joyce.
AGAIN! JOYCE IS SUPER SPASTIC!
AIYAH!
if i'd snapped earlier,
i would have the evidence of yanli abuse!
hahaha!
see? joyce is holding her poor head.
and oh!
i look like minnie mouse in this photo!
see?! it's because of the two small heads behind mine.
OMG..
anyway, after that, i went to meet YONG HAN. (:
see? YONG HAN!
I'M VERY NICE TO ACCOMPANY YOU OK!
the rest was suppose to come to luh, but they were too lazy.
plus, sherry and rachael were at lan. HAIYO.
now yong han owes me BACARDI! ;D
YEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.
i shall end here!
more photos will be uploaded after i get from SITIAN ;D
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
1月24日 :Doh my goodness..
*hahaha!*
that's all i can remember.
and oh, *cheers*.
:D
AND I CAN REMEMBER SHERRY :)
it was really blur.
i was like huh? at first.
then when i looked at sherry cheering.
i realised i didn't hear wrongly,
THERE'S NO SCHOOL FOR TEMASEK SECONDARY TMR.
*school breaks out into cheers!*
it was so fun lah.
cow teacher was so funny.
he didn't know what's going on!
HAHAHA.
i realise i OVERLOOK the world!
now, what do i mean by that,
i've been like.. looking at the bad stuff too much.
as in, i only concentrate on the bads, not the goods.
like, all the shit that's been happening lately.
crap man.
but whatever, the good thing is,
THERE'S NO SCHOOL TMR!
i still can't believe it.
it's so comic book scenario.
anyway, O LEVEL RESULTS WERE OUT TODAY.
ok, it has nothing to do with me.
BUT MY COUSINS!
MELISSA! BEN! IAN!
i want to hear good news ah! :D
i'm sure i will. (:
and i sometimes just can't help but wonder how did he do?
but you know what?
I HOPE HE FAILS AND HAVE TO REPEAT HIS O LEVELS AGAIN.
STUPID BASTARD.
hahahaha! :D
i'm feeling evil.
zac, you deserved it!
i seriously hope you fail. :)
look at what sherry just sent me!
it's the neoprint!
remember, i got the ultra huge one?!
ok.. it's super small here..
but still, I GOT THE ULTRA HUGE ONE! (:
i'm super bored 'cause yanli just don't know how to entertain the sabina
so i'm looking through photos and uploading them.
why?
TO ENTERTAIN YOU READING THIS! (:
i realise white heels and roses go well together (:
i LOVE that pink champagne bottle. :D
but i don't know where it went.
oh! that reminds me,
i haven't drank BACARDI for super long already! :O
i'm so vain! :O
sherry!
she influenced me ):
OH MY GOODNESS.
sec 1 photo! :O
how nerdish and toot-ish we all looked. :O
and we changed so much lah.
but samantha and mai not in the photo ):
THIS IS OUR SEC2 SELVES.
so much better than sec1 lah.
COMPARE THE DIFFERENCE!
yes, that's MY BELOVED CLIQUE!
I MISS YOU GIRLS SO MUCH ):
AND OF COURSE!
I MISS 2E LIKE CRAZY. ):
can i have them back?
i shall end the crapping here.
gtg entertain my inner self.
it's calling me.
~
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
1月22日 things are looking better (:HEY PEOPLE!
as you can see, i'm trying to update more often,
so this space of mine doesn't die again.
SO PLEASE KEEP ON COMMENTING! (:
anyway, things are better! (:
it ain't that bad anymore.
hahaha.
like yesterday...
msn conversation with el-zern (:
part of it..
SABBY_* you're heaven on earth says: aww.. you missed ME right?! [{ UnAideD }]Cross Me Of Your List[{ DespaiR }] says: seriously.... [{ UnAideD }]Cross Me Of Your List[{ DespaiR }] says: yea kinda.... SABBY_* you're heaven on earth says: aww... so sweet! (: SABBY_* you're heaven on earth says: for that, i shall bring you chocolates! [{ UnAideD }]Cross Me Of Your List[{ DespaiR }] says: *blush*
aww... see? he's so nice right? (: i'm suppose to meet him on monday. you know.. but i don't know if i should =T 'cause like... HAIYA. it's complicated. =T SHOULD I GO?!
anyway, PAN YONG HAN BETTER READ THE PREVIOUS POST AND COMMENT HERE! 'cause he's LIKE THE BEST BITCHING PARTNER EVER! :D see yong han! I'M WRITING ALL THE GOOD STUFF ABOUT YOU! (:
see that BEAUTIFUL CITY ABOVE?! yes people! IT'S PERTH! :D AND I'M CONFIRM CONFIRM CONFIRM GOING TO PERTH DURING THE MARCH HOLIDAYS! LIKE YAYNESS! and the best part is, I'M GOING WITH MY CLIQUE! well, some of them, YANLI, TERI, SHERRY, SITIAN, JOYCE! that's sooo cool! (: i can't wait man. send me off ok?! :D 8th march, 1315hrs! *wink wink* it might guarantee you a PRESENT. ;D
see? JAY JAY'S HAVE LIKE THE NICEST CLOTHES! pay no attention to the briefs *ahem* anyway, JAY JAY'S CAN ONLY BE FOUND IN AUSTRALIA! so yes! YAY JAY JAY'S! like omg. shopshopshop! (: yes, I'M VERY EXCITED! how did you know?!
i should stop talking about perth now. people will probably kill me. so ya, HAD DANCE TODAY. i didn't die. surprisingly. after that went home with sherry and cherie!
thst sherry ah.. HAIYO there's no controlling that girl and her diet. MET WJ AT BUS STOP (: talked about pahang on the bus. cherie: ranger WJ: ranger sherry: hunter me: explorer ): i'm alone. but whatever, i'm not going pahang! mummy won't allow ): shit man. I WANNA GO. after that, WJ walked me home.. awww... ain't that sweet? he's so nice lah.
hehe. and that's why i say things are looking better. and oh, THANK YOU SYAHIDA FOR THE CHOCOLATES! ;D love you babe (:
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
1月21日 I finally realise how life isthis space of mine is soo dead!
hahaha.
oh well, i'm reviving it again. :)
this year has been a hell ride for me.
AND IT'S ONLY JANUARY.
i've experienced the lowest of the lowest.
the highest of the highest.
and the bad thing is,
how come i can only remember of the bad stuff that happened to me?
i guess sorrows leave a deeper impression ey?
i lost a friend.
got my birthday into a disaster.
fell terribly ill.
wow. great way to start the year sabina (:
but of course, during these difficult parts of the journey,
MY FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. ;D
i call them a blessing. :)
and of course, LEONARD.
he's been the best cousin support i have.
he's really good at comforting poeple.
and i'm not being sarcastic.
before i blabber on and on,
PHOTOS TO KEEP YOU GUYS ENTERTAINED;
the rose i bought BLOOMED!
so i guess that's one of the good things that happened (:
SHERRY! she's been a great help for me.
comforting me and all.
awww. THANKS BABE!
you rock man! (:
yanli and joyce (:
YANLI!
she's so adorable and smart! (:
she can always make me laugh!
and i really needed laughs this year (:
SITIAN!
she's super fun to have around lah.
especially seeing her 'fight' with joyce.
can LAUGH MAN.
i miss her ):
samantha and sherry (:
SAMANTHA HONEY.
she's been great.
comforting me and all.
BUT I'M SO SORRY HONEY!
I'VE BEEN TOO BUSY TO HEAR YOU OUT ):
i promise i'll call you if i have the time!
i hope. ):
joyce!
she's super nice and considerate! ;)
again like the rest, COMFORTING ME. (:
YOU BETTER GO PERTH AH!
and i still remember,
joyce piggy-backed me when i sprained my ankle.
LIKE EVERYWHERE!
omg. she's the best. :D
BEN AND JERRY'S COOKIE DOUGH AND STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE! ;D
HERE'S YANLI AND SHERRY PLAYING POOL!
while we watched as we didn't want to embarrass ourselves.
HAHAHA. and oh,
SAMANTHA GOH HUI XIAN BEING REAL EXTRA IN ALMOST ALL THE PHOTOS.
hahaha :P
SHOES!
LOOK AT JOYCE'S karang guni slippers!
HAHAHA!
you guys should know which one i'm talking about.
this is one of our neoprints we took.
I GOT THE SUPER HUGE ONE! :D
i bring it everywhere luh.
'CAUSE I LOVE IT SO.
see that card?!
it's only the white one.
hahah. the pink's my file.
anyway, PAN YONG HAN GAVE IT TO ME!
with the lovely chocolates he bought for me too! :D
ISN'T HE THE SWEETEST THING?!
so toughing lah, reading the stuff he wrote to me.
aww. I LOVE MY BITCH/BEST FRIEND. :D
and YONG HAN!
OF COURSE I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH WITH YOU! (:
i carry this card everywhere with me too (:
it makes me smile. (:
life isn't really a bed of roses.
i've been getting stuff my way most of last year.
but things took a bad turn and everything just went wrong.
but i'm sure it'll turn out for the best!
i just have to keep believing and not give up!
but of course, when a glass breaks,
and even though you manage to put back the pieces,
there'll always be a crack.
but i'll try hard.
HEROES MARATHON WAS AWESOME. (:
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me 1月9日 judasi'm not really in the mood to talk to anyone right now.
i just really need to blog out my feelings.
so much have just happened in 2 days..
and our friendship ended like that.
you know i never treated you like my tutor.
you were more than that to me, and you know it.
i don't know how i feel towards you now,
angry, sad.. but why should i?
you were childish.
you were rude.
and worst, YOU ACTED AS IF I WASN'T YOUR FRIEND.
b*tch.
what's up with that f*cked up attitude?
i didn't do anything wrong.
and i'm not blaming you for anything either.
so quit with the eye rollings.
fyi, you made me cry, and you were the last person that i thought would.
i took it as a really hard blow.
i never thought it would come down to this.
you know you got me into alot of trouble?
my mum was angry with me.
my brother was angry with me.
and even you were angry with me.
FOR SOMETHING I DID NOT F*CKING DO.
yesterday, i felt like the whole world hated me.
i cried.
i was someone who took you in,
someone who held your hand Defended you against the others. i Had your back on everything, Never let you down, but You turned around betrayed me. Forgetting me, you took things in your hands and left me out
After we'd been through so much, how could you let me down? to even believe that we shared so much in common.
same birthday. big dreams. soccer.
and it's gonna end like that?
our birthday is this saturday.
so what's gonna happen?
i'm gonna be miserable now everytime it's my birthday.
'cause it just brings back what happened today.
'CAUSE IT'S GONNA REMIND ME OF YOU.
and there's nothing i can do about it.
I didn't know
I couldn't see Never thought you'd forget me Couldn't believe How you deceived I never thought you'd do that to me i had always wanted to be like you one day.
smart and all.
but now, I will never be like you.
I'll never do the things you do , Selfish and lonely, what's your problem? Letting go of you and this, Is harder than I thought but I will not be poisoned by your actions.
i feel guilty.
'cause of what happened with you.
i'm dissing people off.
i'm so sorry xuan wei and hai xin.
you make it so difficult for me to trust anyone now.
i know you might be reading this.
but i have to let you know how i feel about this whole paper war.
I THINK IT'S CRAP.
i'm losing a you as a friend because of a f*cking misunderstanding.
and nobody's listening.
because i know you so well,
i obviously know you'll be complaining to your student(s) about me no?
fine. if you feel i'm in the wrong.
mummy is shocked and pissed of by your behavior.
wesley is upset about the whole thing.
and daddy is concerned what the hell's wrong with you.
and all you can do is roll your eyes.
happy now?
THIS WHOLE POST'S ABOUT YOU.
go tell that to the world.
go tell them about what i didn't do.
go tell them about your stupid childish behavior.
and remember to tell everyone about how you lost a friend and DON'T SEEM UPSET.
you must be crying by now.
i don't blame you.
i'm crying as i type out this post.
oh right, capricorn's are emotional.
how could i forget that?
leonard, thanks for being there for me when i really needed someone.
YOU'RE THE BEST COUSIN.
rachael, teri, sherry, mai, YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD.
i should probably stop crying.
and just try to forget about you.
delete you mobile number.
lastly. find a better tutor.
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
1月7日 tongue tiedBright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room You were here just yesterday Slight turn of the head Eyes down when you said I guess I need my life to change Seems like something's just aren't the same What could I say? hello one and all! :D
okok. this space of mine is half dead
but i'm still getting page views everyday
BUT NO ONE IS TAGGING.
lazybums. hahaha!
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit And every time that I try I get tongue tied I'll need a little good luck to get me by I need a little more help than a little bit Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied I need a little good luck to get me by this time I LOVE THIS SONG TONGUE TIED!
it's so nice to hear it when you're alone.
great company.
SAMANTHA HONEY INTRO-ED IT TO ME :D
by faber drive. (:
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are You feel a million miles away (I wonder just where you are) Was it something I said? Or something I never did? Or was I always in the way? Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay? i have absolutely nothing to blog here about.
school's ok i guess.
still need to get adjusted to 3-2.
and surprisingly, i'm not lagging behind in a maths! :D
or physics! :D YAY!
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again What it takes I don't care We're gonna make it I swear And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again Again ok, yanli's disturbing me on msn.
hahaha. she's bored.
so is leonard.
and i need to call him soon.
LEONARD TAN SHI WEI!
YOU DIDN'T GET ME ANYTHING FROM CHINA.
stupid cousin. XP
and someone asked for my number today! :D
so sweet right?
i think i'm lucky. HAHAHA.
sihui ah. I NEED TO TELL YOU ABOUT THIS! :D
but it's nothing much lah.
just some guy in my class..
and now my friends are spreading rumors.. :O
teri, rachael, sherry and mai.
i would love it very much if you kept your big fat mouth shut,
about what you witnessed today. >:]
nobody asked for my number.
i said it. done.
moving on...
ok, i must go entertain..
CHOO YAN LI
AND LEONARD TAN SHI WEI
if not they'll both kill me. BYE! :D
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
1月2日 First day of school! :Ook, before i go on and update you guys about my 'wonderful' first day of school,
i want to blog about last week! (:
OUTING WITH SAM, SHYDA, SHERRY @ BUGIS (:
AREN'T THE ROSES PRETTY?
i bought it for sam (:
sherry and roses (:
she ah.. haiyo.
she told me she gain 7kg during the holidays!
HAHAHA.
I JUST SO LOVE ROSES! :D
don't you?
me and sherry at KFC
those girls ah.
they watched me while i ate.
@ bugis' toilet!
i love the mirror!
it has this pink one see?
SAMANTHA AND ME <3
i love her so much. (:
i'm gonna miss her so much since we're like in different classes ):
ok, i cut my fringe like 2 days before.
so it looks ultra weird. ):
anyway. SYAHIDA!
i miss that girl so much today. ):
me and sam, mirror image
me and syahida, mirror image
me and sherry, mirror image
OUR GLAMOUROUS HEELS! :D
guess which is mine! (:
i <3 rose
GYM WITH SAMN, SHYDA, SHERRY
first thing first,
WHY WAS I AT THE BLOODY GYM?!
i did not need to lose weight ):
i needed to GAIN weight ):
so the trip to the gym was so unfruitful because
I LOST WEIGHT. that's not good...
SYAHIDA AND ME ;D
no honey, YOU DO NOT LOOK SCARY IN THIS PHOTO.
SAMANTHA AND ME ;D
see? I LOVE HER!
my stupid camera's flash wasn't working
so can't really see me and sam,
OHOHOH, there's syahida emo-ing in the background!
hmm, didn't take with sherry,
she too busy losing weight!
hahaha. i practiced my once upon a time split.
i can't do it anymore ):
but still flexible! hah.
danced a little.
then went back to sam's house and MACDONALD-ED! :D
omg sherry! your effort all wasted!
talked after that.
so nice to have a proper conversation with the girls now.
NEXT TIME AGAIN OK?!
went to ikea with sherry and syahida after that.
then tampines mall.
then HOME!
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL :O
OMG. i missed my honies so much! ):
it's like. before school.
we gathered in the canteen, exchanged gifts. HUGGED GOODBYE.
that was like the saddest part lah.
I LOVE THE PRESENTS SO MUCH DEARIES!
THANKS A MILL! :D
lucky i got half of the clique with me! (:
it's like, we spread out so much. ):
3-1: yanli, simin
3-2: me, rachael, teri, sherry, mai
3-6: samantha, sitian
3-7: syahida, sihui, joyce
SEE? suck man.
WHY ARE WE ALL SPLIT UP?!
we gathered at recess,
and i cam whored! :D
i wanted to take lots of pics.. but didn't get to
only a few.. ):
yanli (:
teri (:
SITIAN COVERED MY SHOT WITH SIHUI! :O
but i took again! HAH! SIHUI (:
simin (:
joyce (:
sitian (:
syahida (:
YOU KNOW I F*CKING GOT CAUGHT FOR MY FRINGE?!
and as you can see,
it's so freaking short!
like what the hell man! ):
and the new school rules are crap.
might as well everyone become fringeless?!
argh.
MR YONG'S MY FORM TEACHER! :D
yay! he's super funny.
daniel's my new partner class manager!
not joyce anymore ):
STUPID RACHAEL SAYS WE LOOK LIKE A COUPLE.
RACHAEL CHONG RAE-HWA!
WE SO DO NOT OK!!!
where got pei?!
daniel's like super tall,
while i'm like super short.
i need to get use to 3-2
i MISS 2E SO MUCH
by the way,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE LIM ZHI-QING! :D
and oh, my birthday's on the 12th january *hint hint*
`you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me
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